My thoughts (Free Writing)

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That feeling when no one’s listening to you—you’re struggles, fears, problems, frustrations or if you’re stressed. Gustuhin mo man may mapagsabihan, wala kang mahingahan sa lahat ng sama ng loob mo dahil mag-isa ka. Nakulong sa kadiliman, hindi alam kung anong dapat na gawin para makawala sa dilim. Sobrang nahihirapan na sa mga nararanasan, nais makaahon sa pagkakalugmok pero pinaghihinaan ng loob dahil pinabayaan na lamang ng lahat na maging mag-isa sa kawalan. No matter how much she’s trying to reach out to those people who she thought could her, she failed, at the end she was left alone—struggling to fight a battle of her self doubts and loniless. She wanted to be fixed, she wanted to stop the bleeding her heart is aching but no one’s even there to help her. She’s waiting for someone to come rescue her, waiting for a hand that she will held unto. Thoughts caging her in alone in the darkness, but she’s still hoping she will be saved—hoping she will see the light, ‘cause she’s still fighting even if it’s so hard to win her inner battles alone she wants to. Dahil alam niyang kaya niya, makakaya niya, kakayanin niya. Kailangan lang magtiwala siya, i let go lahat ng takot na nararamdaman, tanggapin mga kabiguan, hanggang makalaya sa dilim ng nakaraan.

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Hang in there...

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