"Alone. Waiting. Hoping."

I always told myself, everything's gonna be okay.
But whom am I kidding anyway?
Now, here I am again...sitting on the couch, looking blankly at the TV.
Alone, no one's beside me.

This is the truth I need to accept.
No matter how I convinced myself,
I always end up in the situation where I'm into.
Struggling in a losing battle I should get through.

Why does life gets to be this hard?
Am I playing it bad?
I'm so tired, I want someone's touch.
To know that after all. . .
There's someone I can lean on.
That even on my greatest downfall,
I still have a reason to go on.

Then, one night, He appears in my dream--waking me up.
Made me realized, I just need to strengthen my faith and trust up above.

I know this is all part of His plans, I'll be thankful one day.
May it not be today, nor tomorrow, but someday.
So, I'll just sit here, wait and see. . .what future will I have be.

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