My crush

It was during 2nd grade year that I first saw her. She was so beautiful but I couldn't admit that I wanted her. I lied to myself, though I yearned for her. I remember a friend telling me his friend liked her, my heart raced.

Soon I became attached to her. I would often take glance at her secretly. Looking back at the clock just too take a glance at her. I could never stop thinking about her though I eventually stopped myself though.

Freshman year came and I finally saw my first love again. I believed i forfot her, but I was wrong.

After not seeing and not having communication with her for one years. I realize who it was that I really cared for. It was her as I finally understand that dream. The though of her returned much harder this time.

I never thought I would ever propose you but ended throwing those roses in the evening that I panned to gift you. When I found out you liked someone else.

But I could never let her go? Because of the crush I had in her. When I realize you two breakup, my hopes grew again. I added wings to my hopes when we meet again, when we shared glance together.

What I did not know was that, they were all just coincidences. Unknowingly, I feel deeper into this hopeless hope.

I finally confessed it to her that I had it for her. Although I was nervous, I was prepared. prepared to be heartbroken and I do did. You told me you had someone in mind and it seems to me I was never a thought of your mind. I felt bed for making you feel sorry. I am sorry that you had to reject me. Even though I wasn't even in any of your glance that I expected for you to be, I am glad, I was able to talk to you even if it was for the first and the last time.