Soul Searching!

I felt alive after many many days...

This is nothing new to me. I sometimes wonder why I'm becoming a sadist!! The majority of the time I feel like I lost myself, I don't know the meaning of my living while having an almost 'perfect' life.

That's when the need for soul searching comes.

Getting in touch with our intuition is probably the right way to find out the purpose of life or more precisely imposing peaceful purposes maybe. This gives an insight into our lives that neither our heart nor our brain can answer. That's when the soul takes part. Our soul connects the dots that we sometimes lost in the rhythms of life and is taught to ask ourselves the deeper questions of 'Who am I?' and 'What's my purpose?'

I know the exact reason why I feel lost from time to time, I know the exact place where I lost myself. Yes, that's a great advantage. I'm on my way to finding my true self, imposing a true purpose. I know in my head but I lost myself too often.

Getting out into nature and being silly for a few days helped me a lot. I even played hide and seek with my adult cousins recently along with our kids. Can you believe that? When I was walking on the empty road of the rural areas or sitting next to the huge pond, side by the jungle; I took the time to rethink life. It was a necessary tour for me, I knew I need this break to search for myself.

I never ignore my shadow. Maybe I put more effort than necessary sometimes. It's like we always know who we are. But there is something more of us, like our shadow, that we don't own, that we are not in touch with, we have not much idea about that part. Being aware of that shadow is quite obvious but critical.

What I learned from this process is, that we need to always be patient to move through this transformation. Giving time to actually unfold our mind and soul is what we need to look for in this process.

The good news is, that stepping away from a few things helped me to find the rhyme of life again. It's necessary to be not on track to finding the track, maybe!