Hello, I don't remember telling you that, I'm sure I'm not being rude. I don't know what you mean by Hive's help, Hive has never helped me. If you refer to the Hive blockchain, I used it very little because I wrote a lot when it was only Steemit around in 2018. Then I discovered blogs based on Bitcoin Cash and made several friends who have actually helped me and lent me money.

Thanks to this, I was able to make my small bakery, which in the end did not have the expected success, and if you have followed my reports you can know what its current status is.

I want to respond to a very pointed phrase: "It seems like you're always the only one who needs it." I am absolutely sure that I am not the only one who needs help or who has problems, the times I have promoted a fundraising campaign it has been for my benefit and I have been honest with my intentions. It is what has led me to make friends within Bitcoin Cash. That is why I have received some loans and not aid, sometimes I present them as aid out of gratitude and because the lenders do not want to be publicly recognized because they are not millionaires either, but rather honest friends who have believed in me.

Finally, the last time I received help was in the form of a loan, and with this tragedy I have lost everything. I am going through a very difficult situation, I was extorted and threatened by the police in my country and there is a person in danger of death for whom, although I am not guilty, I feel great shock for him and his family. I understand that there is doubt because of the way you say it, and that is why I always try to be very honest. And I collaborate directly with the growth of Bitcoin Cash, in gratitude for all the support they have given me.

Are you still on Steemit? Can be there are some ways to earn more over there and there are several aid funds. You can write a few posts in several communities (for a week) so you look active again (active members write at least 4 times a week) and go for it (asking help).

Communities you can post in without any problem are:

Boylikesgirl (join the contest) Freewriters (prompts) Steem for Better life

Use the tags #steemexlusive #club5050

I am not sure about those loans and the rest but that indeed doesn't feel good.