Solution When The Padlock Is Locked

Last night I felt depressed because my mind wasn't concentrated on positive things. Thinking of losing the deepest feelings that can't be expressed in words really makes my heart feel restless when things don't go as expected. The eyes feel immovable, just looking at the television screen with a blank stare. Even interesting events are missed without citing meaning to be explored consistently in the movement of tasks and work activities.

I just realized with the situation that has befallen me, it turns out that when the soul does not have peace, all body movements are difficult, even hasty actions seem to be basic emotional because there is no calm and comfort like being in an arid desert without life. I tried to calm down but my thoughts kept on stirring up these emotions so I turned over to sleep and while praying to God asking Him to give me real peace so I could fall asleep.

This morning I was determined to attend the church service because I realized that my current feelings will definitely change when all the struggles of life I surrender to Him as there is a saying that says every plan arranged by humans will be damaged but God's plan will reap happiness and peace motivation this has burned my mind to fellowship with Him this Sunday.

I followed every way of worship singing, praying and reading the word in the bible. When the pastor preached a sweet quote entered my heart when the pastor said every evil plan will be revealed maybe not today but tomorrow the truth will shine this is something that breaks the heart because the rebuke and advice has made me realize that maybe I have wronged people parents, siblings, brothers, sisters and other people consciously or not. It must be admitted that as a human being I have limitations in all things but with this deficiency I will be equipped with strength from God as the main guide in life.

When the sermon was finished and entered into a prayer request, I was determined to bring all the problems of life to Him because I was sure that with this all problems would get enlightenment from the Almighty and I did not forget to confess all the sins I had committed. Prayer is the best way to establish communication with God who is invisible with real eyes, faith is the main key for God to work fully for His servants who always hope for a better life than before.

When the supplication was over, we were invited to stand and sing the last song as the closing song and the pastor lay down his hands as a sign of blessing. Worship was over and I was very happy to get something that I had never imagined before, my heart and feelings were filled with peace as if the hidden burdens of life had disappeared so that my eyes seemed to be filled with views of the environment of trees and glowing flowers decorating the soul.

I have opened the lock on my spiritual problems that cannot be expressed in words because God is the key to the solution to every problem in life.

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