And it turns out, if our lives depend on other people, creativity will not be explored on our own. I feel like life has become lazy, my mind is closed and I'm just waiting for money from my brother.

And it turns out, I couldn't hone my skills further, I couldn't learn more and life felt harder.

And apparently, fighting to live independently must be done, if there is assistance from relatives or other people, that is an added value and should not be used as a basis for continuing life.

And it turns out, trying to try and create yourself is the best choice, you know when to stop and continue without having to listen to shots 1, 2 and 3.