Your eyes lingered a little too much.
Too much that I felt every second of it.
Every moving second felt like an eternity.
An eternity I would be paying for in my memory.
Maybe I'm scared of falling asleep 'cause I'll wake up to a reality where you no longer want me.
Never have I ever felt better and worse at the same time on the day I decided to leave you.
I held on too tight and choked you.
I held on too loose and lost you
I held on just right and still you left me
I never held on to anyone else cause you scarred me.
The longer I spend time talking to you
the more I crave knowing everything about you.
Rekindled love can be beautiful and poisonous in either forms.
I took a step back when I heard your name
It sounded like danger that my heart can't bear.
I built my walls up to prevent you from coming in.
Not being aware I'd fall from the same walls I made.
Where would you run to if the person you're running from is the same person you call your home?
Thank you for reading. LOVE LOTS. this is a collection of my short thoughts or poems that I want to share in this community.