There Is Nothing Greater For You Than Self-Love,,,
Love comes in many forms, and the deepest pain hits in one called “LEAVING”. We sometimes don’t understand why they left. Is it never really enough? They made us alive in the depth of their good promises. And then they leave (left) like nothing more should be taken care of. Unfair it seems, for they made us feel we are the world, and they are our universe.
The moment we committed ourselves to love someone or to be with someone, we lose a part of us to give. And when we have nothing left to give, we dig from an empty cup. Then suddenly we became strangers with our souls.
No one wants to be left broken. Who would want that? But if there’s one thing I learned from someone is the courage to let go of the things that didn’t work out. It is tiresome to live in the days of the past. It is unhealthy to dwell in the nights of terror. Yes, it drains us somewhere in the process. Our hearts then become a vessel of anxiety, fears, insecurities; a lot more like hell because it feels like death. Life becomes surviving not living anymore.
Yes, they were meant to be part of us, but they were not meant to stay. Certainly, they left us with great lessons to love and care for ourselves. We don’t need to beg for them to stay. We don’t need to cave ourselves, hidden in the cares of undeserved love. We all deserve to be happy.We all deserve love. There will be a perfect space and time for us to experience our own universe.
You’ve seen yourself coming through the course of love. You’ve seen how far you have fought for someone you love. Don’t pretend like you do not know what else you could do. You have done it before, you will do it again…better as it goes.
The pain will drain you. People will judge you in a way. You will get tired I know. But keep going, focus on yourself, not on the pain. Enjoy it, walk in it. Love stays even in no motion.
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Sharing what I wrote a year ago after my ex broke up with me hahhahhahah lol! And yes, naka move on ako. Also, ✨ super happy and blessed na ako sa boyfriend ko ngayon ✨
Just want to let you guys know that I've been in your shoes. I understand the loneliness and agony that consumes you; I know how it feels to be stuck in a bed, in a shower, or even on a floor while crying, but at the same time wanting to be anywhere else but where you are; and I know how empty space can be so heavy with memories. But, I want YOU also to know that you will get through this and you will be okay! Endure the pain until it hurts no more.
I'll pray for your healing!! ✨ Take care!
Sanaol happy and blessed. Hahahaha! 🤣