Love is in the air! Love is the special feelings that all of us want to experience. Sometimes love makes us happy but it is also the reason why we feel sad and most of the time it is also the reason of our tears, its either tears of joy or tears of loneliness. But the most important is we felt the love.

Dear my first boyfriend,

It was summer time when we met through our common friend, at first we are just like a casual friend. I didn't expect that I will love you because I didn't feel any sparks or kilig when I first saw you. There's is no special feelings when we first met. You are tall dark and handsome man and I never denied that but the love at first sight they said I never felt to you.

We met in your place because I was working there and since then you and your friend always fetch us from work. One time we went to a mall together with our friends and then we decided to watch movies. My bestfriend and your friend sit at the back side of the cinema where love birds choose to sit there. And since we are not a lovet that time we sitted at the front. We talked like a casual friend that time, and nothing more.

One time when it was my dayoff we planned to go to a park to unwind from a very stressful day. And that day I found out that you have a special feelings me. You asked our friend to take a photo with us, you and me. And I found out to your friend that you like me. And from that day you started to court me. After 6 months we became in a relationship.

Your kindness and sweetness make me fall inlove to you. You treat me like a queen. Sometimes you did my laundry when my schedule is busy. I know you are tired too because you are also working but you always there to help me. You always makes me happy. But in a relationship it is not always happy. Sometimes trials came.

I ended up my work because they need to cost cutting due to a company problem. And I was the one who got affected. My mom wants me to go home that time. I went home and our long distance relationship started. At first we are okay, you visited me but as a time goes by our communication lessen and gone. I didn't heard anything from you.

Then my friend wedding came. Yes, your friend and my friend ended up together. And we met each other again. You are one of the groom's men and I am one of the bride's maid. Your friend secretly talked to me because you want us to talk, but I refused. Why? I feel pain that time that you easily forgot me. I was angry and I don't want to talk to you. After the wedding I went back to my new work. You want to accompanied me but I refused. You followed me but still I didnt talk to you. I thought you will work hard and you will do your best to win my heart again but you easily give up. And honestly I waited for you for the long time.

I have my suitor that time and because i got hurt again when I saw you, I accepted his feelings for me. I know he didnt deserved to be a fall back but I told him the truth and he was willing to wait. I was with him that time but I am still waiting for you. But sadly I didn't see you again.

Maybe we didn't meant for each other and thats our faith. But you know what Im still thankful that I found you. You are my first boyfriend and my first love. You made me feel that I am special but you made me feel that I am a trash also. They said first love never dies but for me its a big no. The love will dies but the memories are never forgotten.

Wherever you are please be happy. We are not destined to each other but we both felt the love. I will never forget you and I will never forget the time when we are together. Hopefully you will find the best girl for you because I admit that Im not a perfect girlfriend. I can smile now while thinking of you. The bitterness is gone. And I can say now that I'm healed and already moved on. Hopefully we will see each other again and I hope that time we are both happy with our special someone. Thank you for everything.

I really love you before but now the feelings is. gone. From, your ex-girlfriend.

First love teaches us what is love, last love teaches us what is life....

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A LETTER TO MY FIRST BOYFRIEND
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February 12, 2022

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