Perks of being the youngest

I used to share here mostly of how hardship my life is before. Sharing how I was able to cope up with those challenges. But of course my life is not that all hard. I have also experience to be pampered. My life is not that hard, yes we are poor but my parents was able to provide foods in our table. And being a working student during college is my choice coz I do not want to be a burden anymore to my old parents.

Despite of growing in a poor family I can say that I had a happy memory of my childhood. Since I am the youngest I benefited from the salary of my older siblings 😁 when they already working. Our eldest is D1, we have 12 or 13 years of age gap Im not sure how old he is now. Since we have a huge age gap and he is too strict and grumpy, we are not close. But with D2, I think our age gap is 10 or 11 years. Although we have that age gap we were close coz he is cool. He is the one who pampered me with everything, when he started working. I remember that every payday he will bring hersheys chocolates or toblerone for me or he will bring me to Jollibee to eat my favorite spag and chickenjoy. When D2 is still single I was able to get what I want but it change of course when he got married and I understand it. While D3 and me have 6 years gap and with D4 we have 4 years gap.

When I was a kid I used to play with D3 and D4, actually some thought that I will grow as lesbian since I used to play with boys game. Even when I am already a teenager D3 and D4 bring me in their basketball games everytime theres a barangay league so that they have someone to give them ice water when they need to lol. We even stay late outside coz there are time that their games end really late. Of course I do not have to worry coz I know that my kuyas will take care of me 😊. And I love watching their games coz aside from being their water girl, I am their cheerleader who sit on the bench with other players haha. And these two Kuyas are also the one who's doing my school projects. D3 used to do my school project when I was in grade school since he knew what art is, actually both of them (computer is not yet in trend before) They both won in poster making contest before. Since D3 is already a working student when I was in high school he was not able to do my school projects, so D4 replaced that ŕole. I remember during that time since D4 is already in college and he usually came home late, I cannot wait him anymore to tell him what my project is. So I will just left a note on what he need to do and I will sleep. And when I woke in the morning my school project is already done😊.

While my sister is the one who fixed my hair before going to school. She knows how to do different kinds of braid.

Those memories of my childhood proves that our life is not that hard. It jus happened that when I starting to grow my siblings starting to be old also, so they have to have their own family. That means that they will face their own life with their family. Thats why when I was in college I need to help myself. Coz D4 did not get a stable job right away and D3 only works as rank and file that time. Maybe this is the reason why D3 still gives in into all my paglalambing whenever I ask him, coz he was not able to help me before. Since he is now blessed he share it with us. And our parents taught us to help each other and share what we have to one another.

Our family is not perfect there are some tampuhan to us siblings, but since we are 6 there are still a moderator. Its happy to look back on those memories when I do not have to worry what life will bring me.