Change and think for the better

Article #64

August 11, 2022

It's been two days that I wasn't able to make "chika_chika" to all my virtual friends here and I hope everyone still recognizes me even though sometimes I was missing in action because I do a lot of work during weekdays. Lol

In my life,there are times that usually I could not understand my feeling especially when I have a busy day and I forget sometimes the most important thing or my priorities because I don't know what would I perform first.My mind stumbles and I feel like I'm getting sick of it. but do I have the right to complain? Is this thing compromised a lot?

I'm getting tired

Yeah, sometimes I come to mind that I want to give up everything in life. I'm on the edge that I don't want to look back anymore, but when I see my daughter and thinking about her life without me like those children with no parents around them.I get emotional, though I felt that way I just pray to God asking for more strength and understanding of the way about life in this world .life is never been easy, you will not be strong without struggles and learning to fight back against the cruelty in our society. I hate myself being like this.I want to improve everything about me but how? And where I could start a new?

Over-thinker

I have a lot of issues about myself,I cant help but I cannot control my mind to think some unnecessary things to be in advance.I guess, Im not the only one being like this. this is one of the reason why Im afraid to try something new because I thought it already that I can't do that or this.nauunahan na ako sa pagiging negatibo.there are times that I suffered anxiety and depression that nobody knows what Ive been going through coz I dont want to be a burden to my family.I always put in my mind that I have to be strong and fight my own dilemma.

Self_reliance

We are all unique, you are unique, and I am unique! loving oneself and learning to trust your capabilities to obtain your goals and prove to yourself that in any circumstances only you can handle your weaknesses and find a way to make it into a positive outcome. At the end of the day,no one will help you so just be yourself.don't wait for tomorrow if we can do it now and by any chance to improve and empower yourself then be it,accept and embrace the reality of life.

The end...

Thanks 4 reading

@maria_23