Your mistakes doesn't define you. It just teaches you to become better person. But let me tell you that you deserve true love and genuine happiness in your life.
Did you know why you are scared reaching your dreams? I'll just tell the truth, no sugar coating involved. It's because you are scared. Scared for change. Scared to risk. Scared to fail. Scared of tomorrow. Scared to repeat the mistakes that happened on the past.
But the main reason why there is something stopping us is because of fear. Keep in mind always, When there is hope there is life. When there is will, there is a way. In other words, do not be afraid. It is written in the Bible that it says "Do not be afraid or Do Not Fear. How many times? 365 times.
365 times equals to 365 days. It's a reminder for you for everyday.
Amazing isn't it? It is not a mere coincidence. Everything written there is true, happened, happens and happens it's all written. We have 365 days a year and God said it 365 times to remind His people not to be afraid and just trust Him.
Do not let negative thoughts precede you:
Replace positive words and possible ways. Start on, "I can do it, I can really do it. I believe in myself. I will succeed. I am good enough. I am worthy, not useless. I deserve it." Those are the words you should replace if your outlook on life is vague.
Change your perspective. Change your whole life. Change it to a good one. You should now see your REAL ABILITY and POTENTIAL. Do not focus on your weakness. Focus on your strengths. You have so much and I'm telling you this to make you aware.
You know there is no one in this world that can turn back time or even go back to a specific time. Life goes on without our permission. Live a life with no regrets and a happy life. We cannot choose what problems we will have or encounter in the process. But what we can choose in life is focusing on strengths and living in happiness. As I said at the beginning.
Stop worrying. Stop assuming. Stop overthinking. Stop negative thinking and creating scenarios that is not helping yourself. In short, STOP hurting yourself to the things and mistakes. Choose to feed yourself with positive. When you feed your mind positive thoughts it become stronger. If you feed it negativity it becomes weaker.
Always continue to learn. Life never stops teaching. Put it in your heart and mind that you are trying your best to achieve your dream and goals in life. Let's not live in the past and always move forward. Maturity comes accepting failures, rejections, opinions and what-ifs. But after that and you become mature, YOU WILL DEFINITELY come out as the best version you are and not get affected by it by those things. IMPROVISE. ADAPT AND OVERCOME. You can do that, if others can. Nothing is impossible. All dreams are achievable if you believe you can.