Personal Vlog:In loving memory

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1 year ago

This is a real true to life story of Pinagtagpo pero hindi Itinadhana....

I decided to write this as I felt hurt towards the girl.

Yong napakasaya niyo lang kahapon tapos biglang malalaman mo na nawala na siya. Na patay na siya!

Kung ako ay nasasaktan na hindi naman nangyari sa akin. How much more on her? How much pain did she endure as of this moment. Hindi ko ma imagine yong sakit! Dahil sobra pa sa napakasakit.

Ang sakit na ang taong Mahal mo ay ni hindi mo man lang nakausap sa huling sandali nito. Ni hindi mo man lang nayakap. Ni hindi mo man lang nahawakan. Ni hindi mo man lang nahalikan para makapag paalam.

Walang Goodbye, basta nalang siya nawala! At ikaw ay naiwan sa ere. Tulala at balisa. Luhaan at pighati na para ba'ng ang puso mo ay pinipiga at wala ka ng mailuha.

Isipin mo lang na wala na siya at hindi na babalik pa. Gugustuhin mo ng huwag ng gumising pa. Isipin mo lang na hindi mo na siya makakasabay sa pagtulog ay napakasakit na. Isipin mo lang na gigising kang mag-isa na wala na sa tabi niya.

Kakain kang ikaw nalang sa napakalaking lamesa. Pupunta ka sa trabaho na wala ng maghahatid sayo. Uuwi kang walang kasabay at naghihintay. Napakasakit niya! Kung Mahal na mahal mo ang taong ito. Ang lahat ng 'yan ay mararansan mo.

You're life is EMPTY without him. Siya na lagi mong sandigan kapag ikaw ay may problema ay hindi mo na mahahawakan pa! Wala na! Isn't it unfair? Would you question God about it? Why he did it to you? Why the one you love? Why it's him?

There's so many Why! But we all know that God will always be here with us. And he alone can answer all of our questions. We just need to trust him. Need to believe in him. But we all know we cannot erase what is already written. What is going to happen will eventually happen. In short, kung oras mo na. Oras mo na talaga.

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When you experienced this tragic story. Can you handle? Kaya mo ba? Dahil kung ako ang tatanungin. Ay hindi ko kaya! Mas gugustuhin ko pang mapunta siya sa iba. At least makikita ko pa. Kaysa ang mamatay siya at hindi na bumalik pa. Funny right? But I'd rather choose it this way than see him die. At least makikita ko pa siya at malay natin, dahil sa walang forever ay mag break sila ng ipinalit sa'yo. Di ba ang saya? Lol. Pero much better ang ganito basta buhay lang siya. Basta nandiyan lang siya at natatanaw mo pa.

We all have the same destination and we know that it's normal and a natural phenomenon. We can't avoid death. But I hope that it's not that painful. Even saying goodbye is killing me. At least you can bid and say your goodbye for the last time.

Thank you for reading...

And condolence for the bereaved family.

It will stay as a loving memory for everyone and a reminder as well.

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Life is too short, let's say I love you now to the one we love... Let's hug our family everyday and as much as possible, Avoid misunderstanding. Let's live life to the fullest...

Even if we are not that happy... Just go on and continue to live. Because life is too precious to be wasted.

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1 year ago

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Ang sakit naman niyan leejhen yung parang against yung buong mundo sa inyong dalawa. May mga cases din na bagong kasal tas naaksidente. Di ko maimagine yung sarili ko sa ganyang scenario, di ko kakayanin.

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1 year ago

Oo nga eh. Kaya mas gugustuhin ko nalang mapunta siya sa iba kaysa ang mamatay ng walang paalam.

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1 year ago

Sobrang nakakalungkot. Kung ako Yan po ayyy talagang di ko rin kakayanin at may separation anxiety ako....

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1 year ago

Me too, thanks.

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1 year ago

Nakakalungkot naman ang estorya na yan sis, i cant imagine my life if it will happen to me. Only God knows kung hanggang saan ang buhay natin, kasi life is unpredictable talaga.

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1 year ago

Oo nga eh. Nalungkot ako ng sobra, hindi ko ma imagine ang sakit.

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1 year ago

Parang di ko kakayanin yung ganyan kasakit na pangyayari sissy, parang ang hirap tanggapin at isipin na may ganyang tao na kaya Kang saktan emotionally.

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1 year ago

What do you mean? Namatay yong BF Niya. Nasaktan siya but not intended.

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1 year ago

Oh, I'm so sorry. I was confused by the phrases "kaysa mapunta siya sa iba". I read it again, and now I understand.

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1 year ago

Hahah it's okay.

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1 year ago

It's true what is written for us will surly happen, so we should always seek the mercy of our Lord.

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1 year ago

Thank you.

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1 year ago