Personal Vlog: Compilation of Poems 2
Here I'am again. Sharing these heartbreaking Poem that I created. Maybe I could published a book on these Poems of mine. But I will think it later. One day soon...
As I've said before, I can easily compose or create a Poem depending on my mode. Whether, I'am happy or sad and angry maybe lol.
Through poem I can express the deepest feeling of my heart. The pain, anxiety, worries, happiness and all kinds of emotions a heart can ever feel.
Now let's begin to read my first Poem.
Beautiful Scar🤍
Keeping myself busy
That makes me uneasy
I don't want to be clingy
And look for you dearly
I'm trying to heal
But to no avail
It's all worthwhile
But my heart is no steel
It can always feel pain
And I'm in vain
Pretending to chill in
But the tears keep fallen
Healing the Beautiful Scar
But you're still my star
Picking the pieces of me
And forget that your always dear to me
leejhen 🤍
Well, it's a beautiful Scar for me. Trying to heal my wounded heart. I called it beautiful because I love the person.
Naghihintay sa'yo Mahal ko 🤍
Kahit saan man magpunta
Ikaw lang ang nakikita
Kahit anong ginagawa
Ikaw lang ang laging nasa gunita
Puso ko man ay mawasak
Okay lang basta ikaw ay nagagalak
Lunurin man nang alak
Patuloy parin sa pag-iyak
Laging hanap ka
Nasaan ka na?
Babalik ka pa ba?
O' ako'y nilimot mo na?
Bakit patuloy na kumakapit?
Hindi naman pinipilit
Bakit kay sakit?
Hindi naman pinipilipit
Makita lang kitang masaya
Ako ay ayos na
Mag-ingat Mahal ko
Nandito lang ako
Laging naghihintay sa'yo
leejhen 🤍
Well, the Poem is in Filipino language. It's title means in English "Waiting for you, My Love" So, cheesey and dramatic lol. But it just pop out in my mind. I know, that I don't need to wait as I'am waiting for nothing. But what can I do? As long as I love you I will still wait... As long as I love that person. I will keep on waiting. It hurts right? But I'm immune to pain and heartaches. But hopefully my old heart could carry it all and won't die.
Minsan Kitang Minahal 🤍
Puso ay nangangamba
Paano 'pag nalimot na kita
At tuluyang iwan ka
Makakaya mo ba?
Hangga't kaya ko pa
Ay mananatili muna
Nandito lang ako
Laging handa 'pag kailangan mo
At kung dumating na ang araw
Na hindi na kita matanaw
Dahil masaya kana sa piling ng iba
Ako ay lilisan na
Hangad ang iyong kaligayahan
Kahit ako ay nasasaktan
Patuloy na ngingiti
Kahit na kunwari
Mag-ingat Mahal
Aalis na ang sagabal
Sana iyong maalala
Na minsan Kitang Minahal
leejhen 🤍
It is still written in Filipino which the title means. " I onced Loved you." The Poem is still martyr and willing to sacrifice her feelings and all of her to be exact. She's still reluctant to leave that person. She still wants to care that person until he will settled his life and found the love of his life. What about the martyr one? She choose that life. Then she would eventually suffer the consequences. Ouch! Yeah, it's painful. But you cannot easily teach your heart to go and love someone else. Let it heal and forget in time. But that will never I guess. Because that stupid girl only love once and will took how many years to gone. She will probably die by then when the love will finally fade away.
Mahal Kita, Walang Iba 🤍
Puso ay ayaw ng malungkot
Ngunit ikaw ay hindi nalimot
Bakit kay lupit?
Pag-ibig na pinagdamot
Kahit hindi nakikita
Ikaw parin sinta
Kahit ayaw kausapin
Ikaw parin ang iisipin
Mahal Kita, Walang iba
Ikaw lamang ang nagpapasaya
Nang puso kong kay tanga
Bakit ikaw pa?
Eh, sadyang Mahal Kita
leejhen🤍
That girl would never surrender haha. What the hell right? Just leave her be! That stupid girl always suffer for her own doing. The title means. " I love you, there's no one else." I don't know if that's correct but yeah that's what it means in English. She's asking why she love that person? No need to ask, that's what she feels. Unless she will love again and will suffer and hurt again. No thanks I guess. She should remain like that lol.
I miss you 🤍
How are you?
Did you miss me?
Because I miss you so
And I want to be with you
Those cold night
That we secretly met
The adrenaline rush
That no one can crash
The feeling of excitement
Whenever you are near
The feeling of fulfillment
When we are together
I miss all of you
Nothing but you
My only Dear
Can I hug you?
leejhen 🤍
It's written now in English hopefully those who are reading will understand. She's missing him terribly. But she's holding herself. She needs to fix her life and her whole being. She miss those times being with him. She's holding on because she wants him to have a better future without her. But she miss him. How stupid! She only wants the best for him... She tried to move on but she can't! Her heart won't cooperate. Her Brain tried it's best but her heart won't give up... Stupid heart and love. Her daughter told her to find someone and open her heart because they don't want to hear her drama and crying. But how? Her heart locked herself into seclusion.
Thank you my friends for spending your time and reading this Poem of mine...
leejhen 🤍
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I used to be a very good at composing poetry even in a situation I could directly make it, but as an adult I think more about life and money.😆 So don't think about poetry that can only be expressed, I always write poetry for women and it never fails. And now it's never again even have forgotten how the rhyme of the poem. By the way, the poetry series is good.😊