@leejhen 9 May 2021 more from that month

Personal Vlog:The Essence of being a Mother

Since it's Mother's Day. Let's talk about this one Word Mother. What comes into your mind if you heard the word Mother? Is it a woman with children? What about those Fathers out there who became both Mother and Father to their children. What about those Single women out there who became a Mother to their nieces and nephews? What is really the Essence of being a Mother? Does it really necessary to get pregnant in order to be called a Mother?

Do you really need to get Married? Or Let's just simply said. Whoever you are if you have an Essence of a real Mother deep inside your heart then anyone can call you Mom. Autobiography is always been included in every lessons that we experienced. And that question, "How can you see yourself 10 year from now? And being an excited innocent heart. We Always dreamed of Graduating in School, Finding a nice job and building a great and Happy Family with children. Never that we thought that having Children is not easy. This time we are not dreaming anymore. It's reality and we are the one writing our own story. What do you think is the ending of you becoming a Mom?

From the very beginning of a monthly period. Women experienced pain how much more delivering a child? Not just once but sometimes ten times right? Good thing I only have three children lol. But kidding aside, Entering the Journey of Motherhood is the biggest Challenge a woman could ever experience. Especially if you value your career so much and it's hard for you to let it go. But for the sake of taking good care of your children. You can only choose one. And a Mother should always choose what is best for their children. What about if you are a Single Mother and you need to work? There's nothing else to do but to work and earn a living. It is still for the sake of your children. What about your Husband leaves you with your children. How will you think for your future? Do you ever ask what will happen to my children? But a Mother only cry once and later on needs to get up find a way in order to give her children's need. Eventhough she is left alone but she will never return. Instead she will move forward in order to survive in this Journey called Motherhood.

As we can view, there are many Mothers out there who will suffer just for the future of their children. That last spoonful of foods that she will eat. She would rather give, for her Children to become full even if she is still hungry. You will see her get angry but love is hidden inside her heart. She may scold and lecture you but it's only for your own good. She smiled at you but secretly cried. And that is what happened to me way back year 2019. I almost gave up. Lose half of my weight. And cannot properly sleep. But I can't continue being like this. I need to stand up for the sake of my children. I need to laugh and not to cry. I need to eat, I need to sleep and be lively again. The saying is always been right. "If the mother is not well, the Family is unwell". This saying or quote just only came into my mind just now when I'am writing. I really don't know if there is a quote or saying like this. Good thing I surpassed all of this but the anger never subside. God knows how much I tried to forget and forgive. But the hurt and anger eat me alive. If I continued being like this. What will happen to my innocent children? So being a Mother I set aside all of this and start a new beginning. But I know a storm is coming but didn't mind it at all.

I'm a mother and will always will be. My children is my number one priority. Even if my heart is stabbed a million times. I need to endure a trillion times. And for me this is the real essence of being a Mother. Even if you died, you need to stay alive... *leejhen* 💞 I'm gonna share again this poem way back 2 years ago. When I'm about to gave up but I hold on and keep going on. **"To my Children"** *It's mom! Your pretty and beatiful mom* *It's mom who will always be at your side and willing to do anything* *And everything* *But I'm sorry* *Mom is tired* *So tired* *She tried to be strong* *But things gone wrong* *She tried every way* *So that no one* *Could take away* *The Family that you've known but someone* *Block her way* *She tried to protect* *With all her might* *With all her soul* *With all her heart* *She is lost* *Walking at an endless path* *Full of dakrness* *Full of misery* *Full of tears* *Full of hatred* *She is finding* *An ending* *To the path she walks on* *Right now but can't see any* *Children give your mom* *A light even just a small* *Light who will lead her* *Out in the dark* *Shout her name* *So that she can hear* *Reach out your hand* *Towards her and pull her* *Out in the dark...* *Bring her where the sun* *Shines so bright* *So that she can see the light* *Be the light who will give* *Her strength and reason to live...* *Embrace her* *Wipe her tears* *And tell her* *I love you mom...* Happy Mother's Day to all. Especially for those who are not a Mother but has a heart of being a Mother. leejhen 💞 Surprise!!! https://branch.wallet.bitcoin.com/eTbfQ5XY7fb A surprise Shareable link for the very first reader of this Article of mine. If you are an aspiring Writer you are very much welcome in read.cash 👉https://read.cash/r/leejhen And of course much more welcome in noise.cash too. 👉https://noise.cash just comment in here if you're gonna need my guide. And I'm very much willing to help.