@leejhen 14 March 2022 more from that month

Personal Vlog: Compilation of Poems

I wanted to put all of this poems in one place. And since I always trusted readcash. I will put it in here. It's been my home since last year and I didn't notice that the days passed by so fast that this year will be my 2nd year staying in this platform who gave me opportunity to become a proud member of Bitcoin Cash Community. The first ever platform that I earned legit Crypto. I also posted all of my Poems at noise.cash This two platform has been my remedy for the past year. Allowing me to write what's truly inside my heart. But let me tell you in advance that this poem of mine is not a typical happily in love one. It's in love but there's a pinch of hurt in every lines. But hopefully it can still inspired to those who will read it. Let's begin for the first Poem that I wrote at noise last Month. But this is not the first Poem that I wrote. `Seems like confusing lol. Let me clarify, it's the first Poem that I wrote for a certain person. I wanted to put it in one place.` And here's the first one.

Sapat ng nandiyan ka Matanaw man lang kita Madama ang iyong suporta Hindi man kita mahawakan Sa aking puso'y laging nandiyan Nagsisilbing inspirasyon Ng pusong minsan ng nasaktan leejhen💞 💞`It's in tagalog version, if others don't understand. It just simply means that he's been my inspiration...💞`

I'm strong... But in times of letting go. I will not hold on... And I always end up alone and hurting... No time for happiness... As long as they are happy... It's okay for me to cry... Alone and lonely in this cruel world... leejhen 💞 💞`So yeah, at the very beginning. I already accepted the fact and the truth that there will be no happy ending... As long as he is happy, although my heart is broken I will let him go... But too bad my heart is still holding on.💞`

I wanted to write But there's nothing to type Something is bothering inside No matter how I hide It will come outside leejhen 💞 💞`This is the time that I never expected that my heart will beat again lol. After all the heartaches, pains and sufferings. I thought that it is already dead but it beat again! What a joke of Destiny.💞`

A poem for those in love or broken hearted haha. ❤️❤️❤️ Miss na pala Kita Ikaw ay nakilala ng di sinasadya Puso'y sumasaya kapag ikaw ay nakikita Pinagpapawisan kapag ika'y malapit na Isang sulyap mo lang puso'y kumakaba Pinukaw mo ang natutulog kung puso At binigyan ng kulay ang mundo kung kay gulo Ikaw ay laging nasa isipan Hindi alam ang dahilan Miss na pala Kita Sana'y magbalik ka na... leejhen 💞 `💞I think I compose this Poem during Valentine's Day? It's in Tagalog version about missing and longing for that person but I didn't know what's inside of his mind. Whatever it is... It's his lol.💞`

I'm in love with the right person at a wrong time and generation... But I'm still in love... It's a feeling that we cannot stop Never did we noticed that we are already falling in love... leejhen 💞 💞`Well, this is the time that I realized that I'm really in love! Although it's a nice feeling but for me it's hurting. I'm always unlucky in terms of love but still I'm glad that it's him...💞`

Hello Noisers 🥳 Can you suggest a title of this poem? Thank you❤️ Do I have to cry for you? Is this what I deserve after choosing you? A promise is a promise, I won't let go Until you said no No matter how painful it is I just let my eyes in tears Breaking my heart into pieces If it can give you happiness People may say Why won't you go away? How could I fly away? If he is my way? You are not meant to be And I just let it be Acceptance is the key Love is cruel in a hard way But my feelings won't go away leejhen 💞 **This is the Poem that I ask my fellow Noisers to suggest a title and let's see what Title they gave.**

**Here's the list of the title that they suggested:** 1.Won't go away or My feeling 2.Martyr Heart 3.Wave of Love 4.Broken Heart 5.My heart into piece 6.Letting go 💞`The others won't suggest a Title for the reason that it should be the composer's right to give the Title itself.` `And well, out of those six titles mention above nobody got it.` `I choose: I won't let go...` `If you will ask me why this Title? My answer is still I won't let go lol. Let's explain it a little. I will let go the person but the feelings won't let go. Why is that again? It's because that is me when I fall in love.💞`

Bleeding Heart I want to let go But my heart will say no It wants to hold on And won't move on My heart is bleeding It Keeps on beating For my everything That knows nothing It keeps on waiting And keeps on dancing While singing That my heart is bleeding Jumping and wishing For this feeling To keep on fighting For the heart that bleeding leejhen 💞 💞It's a bloody Poem I guess lol. It just pop out in my mind. Or let us say, I write what my heart felt during that time.💞

Huwag ng malungkot At bumusangot Buhay man ay kay pait Sayo'y hindi ipagkakait Aabutin ang langit Para iyong masungkit Pag-ibig ay hindi ipipilit Ibibigay ng walang kapalit Sapat ng makapiling ka Kahit isang saglit... leejhen 💞 💞`I composed this Poem for the thought that he is sad and are not okay. I just wanted him to know that no matter what happened. I'am always be here. My penmanship is not that good but the words are truly came from my heart. 💞`

My Everything 💞 The rain are pouring And my tears are keep on falling Trying to forget everything But I can't do anything For this feeling That your name is shouting... I want to stop crying But my heart is still beating And is dying For the one she's missing... My hope is losing But I can't stop writing Because the world is still revolving You're my world, my everything... leejhen💞 💞`So I'am just emoting under the raining lol. I composed this poem while raining. And that's it he is my Everything.💞`

My promise is not a joke nor a lie... Once I promise to you... No one can break it... Because I should keep it... leejhen 💞 💞 `This is just a short poem but It means a lot to me.💞`

Love me not 💞 Love me But he didn't love me Love me But he doesn't care Love me But he leaves me Love me But he hurt me Love me But he break me Love me But he dump me Love me But he laughed at me Hurt me Leave me Break me Take all of me Love me Before you left me... leejhen 💞 💞`This is the latest poem that I composed. Just love me? Or not love me? Lol. But that's it hehe.💞` Thank you for reading until the end... The poem is not a happy one but aside from writing. It's my only way to express my feelings. leejhen 💞 Surprise! https://branch.wallet.bitcoin.com/n7p8Gx5Goob A surprise shareable link for the very first reader of this Article of mine. If you are an aspiring Writer you are very much welcome in read.cash 👉https://read.cash/r/leejhen And of course much more welcome in noise.cash too. 👉https://noise.cash/u/leejhen Just comment in here if you're gonna need my guide. And I'm very much willing to help.