@kingofreview 28 May 2022 more from that month

What If I Were Not Diligent? Good day everyone. If I feel like I don't know what to write, I will be starting my articles with phrase "What if" Then upon typing, I thought about this topic. What if I'm not diligent? Diligent, a synonym of industrious and hard-working, is already do my habit for such a long time. Before continuing this article, I never say that I'm consistent on being diligent. There have some instances where you don't want to work, but there have some instances where you have a power to grind. But most of the time, I'm just going with the flow. In this article, I will point the things I projected if I were not diligent. Just like I discussed in my past article, I didn't feel that I'm gifted nor smart. I believe that they exist, but I can't classify myself with them. Just convincing myself that I'm just hardworking, lol. Without further introduction, let's get started. **I would not be a successful writer in read and noise.** If you are my reader for over a year, I know you have an idea on my struggles in life. As far as you know, I'm just a naive user in cryptoverse. I just started my canvas with pale content until I'm slowly getting on how do I outlone. Rusty's lack of presence demotivated me sonetimes, but it didn't hinder me to quit on what I have started. In monthly basis, I estimated that I can earn $150 varies from the volatility of the market. Imagine if I would not pursue my journey, I don't know what would be my life like. **I would not attain high grades.** Although my grades are not that big compared to others, I can still say that the results I'm getting is pretty high. Just got 93 for the first semester this year, and I'm contented with it. As I said, I'm not smart. I'm just trying to complete all my to-do lists, so I would not be left behind. *Hindi ka na nga matalino, hindi ka pa masipag, ano na lang mangyayari sa'yo?* I don't know if that is the exact phrase, but that is the point the influencer wants to discern. **My parents would not be proud of me.** I don't know if you already read my thoughts before, but I feel like they are just using me as a frame on our family. They are not forcing me to maintain my grades, but they are always eyeing on me. Oh, I did well, and I'm aware that they are proud on me. However, did they even support me financially and mentally? Since I joined here and earn decently, I couldn't even get a single penny from them. *Kulang na lang, buhayin ko na sarili ko.* Likewise, my mother made a curfew from using my phone even it is mine. She's pissed whenever I'm extending my screen time just to do my important schoolworks. *Yung pagod ka na maghapon for your future, tapos bubungangaan ka pa ng Mama mo kinabukasan.* Funny since they are flexing my achievements to my relatives, but they are limiting me to do other things. I feel a bit jealous to others since their parents can afford their needs. **I would not be able to satisfy myself**. Saved this for the last. In these times, in able to achieve your satisfactions, you need to work hard for it. If you are just sharing a positive energy that you'll have this item in your hand without taking an action, it would not work. In my mind, I am thinking if I would not multi-task. I'm a slave on my expenses, you know. Occasionally, I will browse on Shopee to purchase the things I need for my school stuffs. Due to the limitation of the vouchers, I can only purchase less than three items per sale. It didn't bother me much as I think it aids me to lessen my expenses. While writing, I scanned my table, and most of them are purchased through Shopee. Just take a look on this photo, lol. Some of them are already consumed and in my bedroom.

Thank for reading this article. If I have a spare and I don't know what to write, I'll just start writing from "what if". I hope you are doing great.