Woah! You’re 14 already, 2nd year High School and in a new school at that. Okay, so you’ve made mistakes at your previous school, no harm, no foul. You’re better off in this new school. No body knows you. You can be anyone you want to be. So be the best you can be.
So, the best thing to do is keep a low profile. There will be people there who won’t like you and think you’re a show off, but don’t mind them. Study well. Attend your classes regularly, you will be tempted to cut class but don’t, that will be a downfall.
So, you know you’re beautiful right? And now you’re blooming, coming of age. Please don’t mind the boys for now, there’ll be plenty of them at the right time. Yes, they will flock but listen to dad, and don’t make time for them yet. Listen to your parents but don’t let mom dictate your life. You will make your own path. So if you can, just insist on going your way in College and take the course you like the best. Mom will try to persuade you otherwise, but follow your heart.
You’re still young and life has so much to offer you. So enjoy it but enjoy it with responsibility. I know you feel out of place sometimes, but worry not, you’ll find your own special niche soon enough... Keep in mind that you don’t need anyone to love you. Learn to love yourself wholly. Don’t go looking for love, it will find you. Learn to be content and happy where you are. You are worth it. You are everything you ever want to be and more. Remember that and you will be okay.