Sometimes I don't understand myself. There are times I don't want to go out and I make excuses to my friends. But I regret it seeing them happy on their pictures on social medias.
I isolate myself from the people around yet I feel sad.
I know it's my fault, and I admit it.
But I can't help it. I hope someday I wont choose to be alone and just be with my friends.
Maybe you're just happen to be an introvert. You just prefer time for your self and there's nothing wrong with that dear.