Letting Go

I am sitting here alone by my window.

Asking myself and playing with my shadow.

Feel the rhythm of my heartbeat and feeling sorrow.

Wondering why you're mind so narrow.

We're so in love before.

But now that love no more.

You're just like a sugar, add the sweetness in my life.

You were my sunshine that I need to be alive.

Waking up each morning, looking at you right by my side.

I thought it would last forever.

All the love and care for each other.

All the memories we've shared together.

Just in a blink of an eye,that love fades away after.

I swallowed my pride.

I keep fight for our love.

I just pretend and hide the pain inside.

But no matter what I do, I can't save that love we have.

No matter what I do to pleased you.

Seems like it doesn't matter to you.

I keep asking you to stay.

But you don't care anyway.

After a long time of my silence.

Collecting the scattered pieces of me.

I realized and learn to be.

Love my self first just only me.

Maybe it's our destiny.

To move forward and live separately.

Even though deep in my heart it say 

That I really wants us to stay.

Before I let you go now.

I just want you to know.

I sincerely love you even I seldom show.

God is my only witness and he already knew.

How hard for me to say that I letting you go......