What would The Future Be for You?

Have you ever been stuck with so many thoughts and emotions that you find it hard to communicate to others? This may sound off but that's how I feel most of the time, I am a writer, I write stories, I have novels that I sell but somehow this month I have felt dread in my veins for the future.

To be honest, I did come to read cash to explore and create a writing niche, just a little site that has facts about the writing and its contents but as I got to read through many and I mean many of all of your articles I have noticed one good feature about reading.cash and it's that no matter what your niche the most important thing is writing about what you love or are passionate about.

Therefore, I've decided that perhaps I should embrace this and not only post stories and how to's on my account and write down the things that excite me at the moment, perhaps it'll be like the internet is my friend and I'll be talking about everything underneath the sun.

with that being said recently I've been thinking about the past, I saw a youtube video saying that majority of the people who were asked what would do if you could talk to your past self would say that they would warn their younger self about the troubles ahead and to study hard.

For me I honestly disagree, I thought about it and realized that I would hug my younger self, just that, because only God knows how much she needed it sometimes, But It's one thing to ask what would you ask the past you but what about what would you ask the future you.

I'd honestly ask her if we've made it. if the choices I make from now on are are correct. It sounds stupid really, a friend of mine told me that he'd ask who won the world cup so he could bet everything he has on it. I don't have that type of ambition. Yes, I would like to be well but for me, it's not that important, it's different.

Life is always changing, there are several endless possibilities of how your life will occur and I sometimes think that the purpose of life is finding your way into the unknown and trailing a path that makes you happy, to die happy.

When I think about it I feel like I can relate to the song I lived by One Republic, some lyrics stating:

"Hope when you take that jump Hope that you fall in love, And it hurts so bad
The only way you can know, you give it all you have, And I hope that you don't suffer
But take the pain, Hope when the moment comes you'll say, I did it all, I owned every second that this world can give, I saw so many places the things that I did and with every broken bone, I swear I lived."

To me this song in a way brings truth to what I feel my life should be, I feel I want to die with no regrets, with no fear, and filled with an endless supply of memories. To be honest I fear losing myself, my memories, and my being more than I fear not being successful.

Call me weird or an absolute hippie but I want that, for me a little rustic house in the middle of the forest or even a little beach hut with a library and stuff, I love that. I need that.

I'd love to wake up in the morning wake up and brew a cup of coffee, sit down staring at the trees or ocean while my dog is by my side, and write to my heart's content.

Notice, I didn't include a husband or children. well, it's because that to me is not a priority, I would love to find the man or woman of my dreams and have kids but I'm also okay if the universe doesn't want that for me. like I said I'm simple that way. I also have a bucket list, which I assume that every person has a bucket list but mine is a secret.

Not a secret anymore now that I'm here writing it down but it's a secret from the people who know me and read.cash gives me the anonymity to do this which is crazy but don't worry I won't be writing it down here I mean it is a long list but I'm optimistic that I'll accomplish it I mean I have already done like 7 of them so far.

Anyways enough rambling from me I just want to know from you:

If you could learn the answer to one question about your future, what would the question be? comment below.