what happened to my week?
I think a mental block or writer’s block is not a thing? I mean, not fully, at least in my case. Because, I may not be able to write something about a certain topic, but i could definitely write about something else. Like, my current status of not being able to think of a story to write!
i could also talk about the remaining two weeks of my classes before the exams and finally a 2-month vacation. This, I think this is a pleasant topic to talk about.
Okay, so let’s start with the fact that I procrastinated on doing module summaries, and that I haven’t started recording myself for the mini vlog project I have for my Mandarin subject. That project is due next week on the 24th and I have like, 6 days left. I also have to pass a compilation of modules for that subject. Wow — i am swimming on tasks to do. This is so irresponsible of me, TT.
Oh well, aside from that, I also have to answer 4 modules for language and gender, and 4 more modules for Pragmatics. So, 8 in total. And then, I also have to read notes and modules for the other subjects I have no problems with so that i can be prepared for any upcoming tasks.
Wow, now that I am writing things down, I am seeing just now how much trouble I got myself into. Well, not trouble, but it would be troubling if I let more things to accumulate.
Oh, aside from academic stuff, i am also worried about my life here at read cash. imagine, it’s been a week since the last time I posted here! and during that entire week i was away, i was busy trying to get my life back together. And while I did that, I was also procrastinating. That is such a strange way to multitask, don’t you think?
This week is too chill. It isn’t meant to be chill. It’s supposed to be full of tasks, and writings and readings and practicing how to write an essay! But, I did nothing but read fictions and download more fiction and then binge watch movies. I even watched someone do a camping on a rainy night. She was with a stray cat the whole night; it was cute!
Oh, and speaking of binge watching, I also did another binge activity. I… continued to do binge eating. I can’t seem to stop myself? I keep eating and eating and as a result, i kept growing and growing as well! Isn’t that kind of stressful?
I have problems in my academics, in my writing life, health life, and even at the game I am playing, I have a problem.
It’s bad, but i think it’s good that I finally wrote an article sharing my struggles. Because of this, i could look at the bigger picture and see what mess Iput myself in. Wow! I should probably start workingif I don’t want to scream in frustration in the coming week.
If you reached it here, I would like to say thank you for reading this article (rant) of mine. I’m not going to tell you what my next article is going to be about, but it’ll probably revolve around one of my struggles. Maybe about weight loss? Or maybe lack of focus? Short attention span? I am not sure yet. But i will surely come back here soon!
Have a blessed day everybody!
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