She's Gone

There she is laying as though life has been sucked out of her. She was weak and helpless. Opening her eyes was a struggle. She felt like there's no more sense for her to live. Living was the most difficult part for her.

Ever since, she had always felt so unwanted. Her mere presence means disappointment and everyone around her are annoyed just by seeing her. Everyone around her isn't even subtle on showing how they hate seeing her. She did not want this but what can she do. It had always been like that and there's nothing that she can do.

She had always felt so useless. She wants to help but no one wanted it. She doesn't want anything in return, she just want to help, but they don't want it. As unwanted as she is, nobody doesn't want to do anything to do with her.

She tried to recall all the memories that she can remember. She smiled bitterly for she can't remember any good memories. She was unwanted, useless, and worthless. Is this all that she got? Will someone cry if she's gone? Will someone mourn for her? It hurts her for she knows that no one cares, that no one will mourn, and that no one will ever notice that she's gone.

She has this thought in her mind as she felt so heavy, her heart is heavy for all the pain that she had experienced in her life. She tried to open her eyes for the last time and looked around her. She's trying to remember the place that had always comforted her during her difficult days. And as she finished saving everything around her, she smiled once more, but this time, it was a smile of glee for she won't feel any pain anymore. She smiled once more as darkness started to succumbed and that's when she felt happiness.