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I don't feel like writing today

September 20, 2021 I just got my first jab. I am feeling okay, am glad I took the paracetamol. Oh, I just received a text from J & T that they're gonna deliver my Shopee order. Nabudol na naman ako. It's a happy budol naman. I don't feel like writing today. Because I have been thinking about what to write. Well, I do have several topics on my draft, I just don't have the will to do them. I mean, I can't fully express my emotions right now. Am I starting to become a zombie? Let me check myself first. Hmm, my heart's still beating and I'm conscious and sane. Thank God. Are zombies crazy? I first tried to write about this week's prompt called Lies. I did lie several times but I hate a liar. I don't like those people who love lying. It's toxic behavior. And then I tried to put several words in my other article, I just don't have the desire to do it. Where did my desire go?

And I was planning to publish something about God. It has been on my mind for days, but I just don't have the guts to do it right now. When I am excited to write all I want to do is open my laptop and type. Recording my thoughts do not work for me. I am too lazy to journal as well. What's happening to me? Here comes writer's block. Should I check on some random questions? I guess it's fun. I've seen my colleagues here in read doing it. Maybe it's gonna be an ice breaker. I'm too serious. Maybe I can put some emojis here. Like these 🤣 when something is very funny, or 💫 when you bumped your head and you get dizzy. How about 🥞 when you're famished. It's not gonna be formal writing if I do so but having a little fun won't hurt. Am I bored? Maybe. I've seen friends traveling despite the pandemic and I'm like, why can't we? Despite this undesirable feeling though, I am glad that I inspired someone today. Yep, I had my second sponsorship. I believe in these ladies. Just like the faith and support my sponsors have given me. I do hope that I can be a responsible sponsor lol. Let's see in the next few months. Oh, the doorbell rang. It's the Shopee rider I hope and I'm wondering what the delivery would be. All 5 items were out for delivery. I shall find out. See yah, friends! **To my wonderful sponsors, thank you as always for everything.** **My dear friends, I have the kindest sponsors. Please visit their pages whenever you can and you won't regret it.** Have a great day, cheers!

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