Tonight will be a memory

This moment will be a treasured memory. In the years to come, I know, I will be wishing I was still here, listening to the sound of my thoughts while I sing with my favorite singers on YouTube and watch my little children while they sleep.

Inside this sliver is a priceless moment. I talk to Him while I barely get a night's sleep.

Worried by the distant or near future... Thieved by that dashing young man... Balanced by the necessities of life... Loved by God.

I gotta say I will not regret life whatever trials it will throw at me. This is life and tonight is the eventual realization that I've done good. I've done good. I've lived well enough. I've achieved just the right amount of success but this is incomparable to anybody else.

Because I have been worried by unnecessary things in the past, I am here to shoo them away.

This nigh is a night. I love life, I love this life, my life.

Thank you, God.

I could imagine the nostalgia that I will be having. These years are my babyier years. My children still young, me stuck at the house, an untoned body, and a messy house that demands cleaning.

But in here lies a sliver of romantically lived memory to be locked up in the treasure box of nostalgic longings and someday I will be having a lot of treasure to make me live on.

I am thankful for these rare points where I am able to get back to who I positively were and I could live on happily again.

The morrow lies in wait to test if I am thinking the same for the years to come but I tell that tester that I have passed in the game of life.

Tonight will be a memory, to be retrieved someyears during system downtimes of very yours truly.