For a while, I have never approached digital devices such as telephones and televisions for the first time I wake up in the morning. I start my day cleanly, away from information pollution. Since my mind has not been bombarded from outside yet, I see my surroundings cleaner and more clearly. This is how my day started again this morning. I woke up, drank my water and then I felt like it, I got up, settled on the sofa in the living room and started to watch outside.
As my heart settled into the green, it caught my attention: the little green that had found its way through the stone porch and stretched out into the sky. I just stared at him for a while. Lots of concrete, screed, medicine etc. on it. How could he stick his head out from a spilled spot?
He had found his own way and was attached to life. He was not worried, did not panic to see if I could find a way, on the contrary, he left himself to life with confidence and surrender and began to breathe. If I had known beforehand that the flower was there, somewhere in the interior, it would very likely be: “I wonder if it will come? How will it get out of there? I must do something! What if he can't get out? It's been a long time, he still couldn't come out, so he died” I was lost in a thousand anxiety, expectation, panic, anger, disappointment and endless drama.
Then I thought that I could worry and expect as much as I wanted for him, no matter what my reactions were, it would not affect him at all. No matter what I did, he would go out of his own way, on his own timing and at his own pace, in his own way, comfortably.
I felt very clearly at that moment that the little green was only interested in his own way. Unlike most of us, all he looked at was his own way; He was not concerned with the stance, reaction, or anything of anything around him. Is someone waiting for him or not, what are they thinking; He neither looked nor heard any of them. All his attention was on himself, his eyes were only on his own life path.
I want to make a brief look at a different subject. There is no other easy way to reach the life you long for. Struggle, struggle and win. It gets easier if you take small steps. All your troubles and hopes are in you. Let's take a look back, think about how far you've come.
Are there mountains to climb?
Let's get to that skirt next. Why are you thinking of mountains already?
If your eyes are high, how do you notice the beauties you pass by?
“If you do not rest under the plane tree and lie lazily and watch the clouds, if you do not smell the flowers and watch the sunrise in the morning and the sunset in the evening, how do you think I lived”
Don't let worries and troubles hold you back senselessly. Happiness is only in your hands. Sometimes you think the world has come crashing down on you. You always think about the negativities, desperation, disappointments, the behavior of the people around you, they all cause a wound on their own, you want to get away from people and you go away. This time, loneliness will not let you go, you will drown in loneliness. And you feel unhappy.
The little green, with its proud stance, reminded me very well: All we did with our reactions was to squeeze our own lives. Life is already flowing in its own flow, and it would always continue to flow as he knew it. The key to life was trusting and surrendering to the universe. It was the love for the universe that breathed and enlivened. It was faith, trust and respect for the universe that allowed us to flow lightly and comfortably in life.
Thank you little green. For this tremendous information you reminded me of this morning. I love you. Exist as you always know.
Let us just grow without much care. The universe is bound to work its way even without our interceptions.