But I will miss her

I am stuck between choosing to pursue my studies and work abroad or to stay here with my family and work near from there. My little family is my everything and I want to be with them all the time. However, I can't be like this forever especially that Clea's needs are growing as she is too. I am the man in the family and I have biggest responsibility which is to provide what my family needs. I have a job as ceiling installer but it's contractual. After the contract, I will wait again for another contract/project. It's fine if the waiting time is just a week but it's not. Sometimes it will take a month and the longer one will be three months. Just imagine how unproductive I was. If I haven't met read.cash, then we would not have an additional income during those times that I was not working.

I know I should have a stable job but I am stuck between pursuing my course and work overseas or just apply for any work even without a connection from my course.

My heart says I must finish my course in College which is Bachelor of Science in Marine Transportation but it will take two more years to finish it. But if I will finish it tho, I will be able to work on a ship overseas and the pay is satisfying. But I will miss her. I will miss my daughter. Right now, if I will be away from her in just an hour, I miss her already so how much more if I am so away for how many months. But as they said, you can do everything for your family so I am considering this option.

I am also thinking of working nearby even if the compensation is not that inviting as long as I am with my family. In this way, I can witness how my daughter grows and I can be with her in every step of the way. I can have another side line job anyway for extra income.

These are the choices I want to choose from. I already told this to my girlfriend but she's also undecided. Please help me out, friends. I need an advice.

It's my daughter's 4th month today! She will be happy to hear greetings from you all. She's growing so fast and she's getting naughty and heavy. She loves it when I make her smile. Sometimes, she's also acting like about to throw up when she smells my breath. What a mean girl like her mom. Lol.

So, allow me to go and brush my teeth and gargle.

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