“Bringing back my account and Me to life”

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1 year ago

March 13, 2023

Geez, I felt so sad to see this as my first article after being away for months. I wrote before I won't leave you my dearest (read.cash) yet look at me, I have disappointed you for many months of being inactive.

My life during the past months all in all was troublesome, to be honest. It was not a nice story to tell, after all.

As of the moment, my heart feels so heavy, as I am trying to recover my interest in writing again. The past months had given me doubts again, making me forget some of my passion including taking photos too. You know how I love to take shots even the most random insect I could see, but honestly, I almost forgot that I can snap.

It's true, my last captured photo was last year, I guess, and it's all because I have almost given up.

Yet, today, while I was scrolling through my Facebook account, a memory of my story a year ago, with a screenshot of my draft, gave my heart a burning emotion. I was so guilty, why did I leave my writings? I was once a dreamer because of this platform, and so I am here again. Despite the news that Rusty left, I want to continue my journey here and explore and talk with the virtual friends I met here.

Though despite my busy life as a mother, I truly miss writing, I miss capturing photos just like in the old times, something is missing and I cannot deny that there was a sense of dissatisfaction with my day-to-day living. Maybe because read.cash has been a part of me for less or more than 2 years.

Today, since I cannot sleep, I logged in to my account again, and my fingertips just started to type these words. I am here to regain my old self, recover my interest, and remind myself of my dreams and passion as well.

read.cash will always be the best blogging site I came across and I chose to continue and go on with my writing here.

I don't know and I am unsure if I am still remembered, but I am willing to take the risk again.

I will try my best I could to be active once again and to be honest, I miss having Bitcoin Cash too. My notifications were in complete silence after I chose to take a break online and that's for sure one of the missing pieces in my life presently.

As I wanted to do my research about other blogging sites online, I realize, read.cash is where my heart is comfortable. Since I could freely choose my words, choose my topic and I am free to share my experiences without hesitations.

I don't know if you could still recognize my name, @eommaZel in your feed, but I am hoping to bring my account and myself back to life again, both in noise.cash, and read.cash.

It feels like I am coming home. ❤️‍🔥

This is @eommaZel leaving this brief article with you today! Cheers and let's see each other around. ❣️


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1 year ago

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Hi momshie...ako ngayon nga lang nakasilip dito kasi sobrang na busy ako these past few months sa pag adjust sa new work ko...di ko pa din alam when ako babalik...siguro susulat ako paminsan minsan kasi same as you nakakamiss yung pagiging on fire mo sa pagsusulat like you want to share something that caught your eyes and you don't want to keep it to yourself...hope to hear more from you soonest!!!

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1 year ago

We're the same, not gonna leave daw pero ayun, ilang week na walang sulat. 2 weeks pa last interaction ko here eeh. But overall, I am just glad that read.cash is lively again.

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1 year ago

Buti pa syo two weeks, ako two months ata nawala. 😅 Recently lng ako ng open ulit, panay gawaing bahay lng ako hatid sundo sa school pero kulang tlaga pag walang read.cash hayss. Buti nlng at ngayon mukhang may reborn na nangyayari hehe

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1 year ago

Hehehw maigi nga laang sana tuloy tuloy no

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1 year ago

You will not be forgotten sa mga lagi mo nakakausap here😁 so happy to see you back. Actually, same here. Ilang buwan na din since last time ako ng post at ngsulat. I'm always ng reread lng, minsan comments din pero mgsulat di ko na magawa due to my work. Di ko makapag isip ng magandang topic or something na maisulat na pwedeng matapos agad.

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1 year ago

Hello, Gracee! Nice seeing you ulit hehe. Nakakatuwa lang sabay2 tayong bumalik. Akala ko tlga wala nkong madadatnan dto. 😅 Now unti unti kong minomotivate sarili mgsulat at mag isip ng topic para tuloy2 na pagsulat. 😊

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1 year ago

Haha. Same here buti yung iba at nadalaw pa din nasulat ng articles

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1 year ago

Sometimes we also need some break from doing the usual things. I am glad you are back again in writing.

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1 year ago

True bhe, parang feeling ko antagal ng two months, parang isang taon agad. 😅 Pero heto babalik parin tlaga. Di ko kaya iletgo 😊

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1 year ago

Ofcourse we do mommy. Kahit layo layo na tayo ng ilang buwan e diko kayo malilimutan . Hehe

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1 year ago

Thank you mommy. ❤️❤️ Sana magtuloy tuloy na makabalik online tlaga. Namiss ko mgsulat dto ang magcomment din. 🤗

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1 year ago

Welcome back sis. Di ka nag-iisa po. Karamihan talaga sa'tin naging inactive sa platform. Kakabalik ko nga lang din.

Well, kahit di ako lagiang nasa comment section mo po, I really can see the effort and passion mo as a writer talaga. At nawa'y gaya ng sinabi mo, maging alive and thriving ulit. Tayong lahat siyempre. Lalo pa't nagpakita na ulit si Random Rewarder. Hihi.

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1 year ago

Oo nga sis, pansin ko din anadaming nawala dito. Ay totoo ba? Bumalik si Rusty? Di nko updated eh, kgabi lng ako nglog in ulit.

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1 year ago

Oo nga eh. But for sure, babalik din yun, including me. YES! YES! YES!..

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1 year ago

Nawalan talaga tayo ng gana madam no. Readcash will always have a place in our hearts talaga. ♥️

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1 year ago

Yes, sis. Yung 2months na nwala ako, pasilip silip parin ako pero di ko magawang magsulat, nawala tlga yung drive ko magsulat tpos about pa sa nangyari na nawala si Rusty, parang na demotivate kgad ako. 🥲 Pero heto magbabalik parin, di ko tlaga kaya ilet go nlng basta2 tong read.cash. ❤️

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1 year ago

Ayee ,welcome back sissy .True na the best ang read cash talaga ,ako din daming absences dito and I am happy that isa ka sa nagbalik sa pagsusulat😊

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1 year ago

Same sis, ako absent ng 2 months, pero babawi tayo hihi. ❤️🙏🏻

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1 year ago

Namiss kita sis. Ang tagal kong di nakabasa sa mga articles mo. Maka relate kasi ako sayo sis kasi taga Iloilo ka. 🥰

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1 year ago

Namiss din kita sis at ang mga nakakagutom mong blogs. 🤗 Nawa'y magtuloy tuloy na pgiging active ko. 🙏🏻 Ay taga Iloilo kaman sis? Nakalimutan ko. 😅

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1 year ago

Salamat sis. 😁 Tuloy-tuloy na yan sis. Ikaw pa sis. 🥰 Oo sis galing ako diyan. Ilonggo papa ko sis.

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1 year ago