Reservations

Do you know what a reservation is?

It is the act of reserving some slot for something so you will be able to have a predetermined schedule either on a restaurant or anywhere else.

It is also, according to dictionaries, an act of keeping back, withholding, or setting apart.

And for this blog I am referring to the second definition.

I have a lot of reservations. And before, I do not know the reason why I have a lot to set aside just for myself.

But over the years, it has become apparent that I am only having such things for reasons of not knowing the whole thing and that I still needed to discover more, and learn more to be able to finally know how to deal with my reservations.

I usually describe myself before as 'reserved.' It is because it was how I assessed myself.

I maybe super talkative before, and even until now, but those times the previous years, I always had reservations.

When my teacher asked my why I described myself as reserved, I didn't know how to answer him.

It is only nowadays that I am reflecting about this one and the scenario of my teacher questioning me crossed my mind and so I came up with this topic right now.

It is good to always have reservations. But having those for very long isn't also very healthy.

In the sense that you have a lot of doubts. We have to search and search until the day we die.

Search and search so that in the afterlife, we may be able to rest in peace.