What more to be afraid of?

And so, the long list of failures and success goes on...

Happy Saturday wonderful writers, how's your weekend? Mine is still the same, load of academic works that I need to finish-group or individual works. Well, I think if I am working already this busy days will be everyday not just some time in a week or month.

Since I have a lot of things to do, and long list of academic stuff to complete, overthinking is at it again. What ifs start to linger in every corner of my mind. Even though I told myself it's fine, I end up getting afraid of the possible outcome. I still have pre-boards exam that I have to pass (I need to score 85 out of 100 to pass or hope the class performance will be average so there will be normalization and the passing grade will be lower). I am afraid to fail this one subject and end up not get listed on the graduating students. I am confident that we can pass our thesis defense and also our plant design defense and all the other individual output that we have. But am not really confident with that exam it's really difficult, plus the fact that we don't have enough time to review our lessons because we are busy with our thesis and other requirements.

But,

It's been four long years. Four years that I experienced failure and success. Either, I am not alone, I was never alone. God guided me all throughout my journey. What more to be afraid of? He's been there for four years of my college life, what am I doubting? I will fail? I surely fail on my own, but not if I rely on Him. Whatever His plans for me I will obey. He will never let me into vain. Claiming that this is my time, but if not, I will wait. It's now or not now, but not never.

What more to be afraid of, if you have God by your side?