Visitor

You came back, after a really long time.

The moment I saw you I can't help my tears, I want to hug you tight but it seems my feet were stuck. Where have you been? Are you alright? I know you are, you stayed in the most wonderful place beyond the Earth. I am actually thankful that you are there because you experience no pain anymore instead of being with us. However, I still think of you every second of my life because I miss you so much.

You look at me, all of us, as if nothing is so special that you're here that you're home. You changed a bit. You become more expressive than before, maybe you miss us too right? Like I always do, I listen to your stories and laugh with you. You seem so happy in your usual way. I can hear your voice again, how is it possible? I don't know but am thankful I did.

I can't contain my happiness to the point that I wish that if you'll leave again, I want to come with you. I want to tell you that living in this world is exhausting and I want a good rest too. I want to tell you the struggles I am in and the struggles I've accomplished, are you proud of me? I still have a long way to go but you know I shouldn't focus too much on things in this world because this will perish. Your face, smile, built, everything about you, I don't want to forget any of it. You gave me something to hold on to, whenever I find myself out of proportion.

Can I come please? I miss so much, it's too painful to bear sometimes. I'm sorry there are times I want to stop missing you. I won't stop because I don't want to forget you.

Can I come?

Guess not now.

I open my eyes and saw the usual place. Thank you for visiting dad, even just in my dreams.

I think dad is cheering me up because of the busy and stressful days I am facing. I'm a few step closer to my promise, luv u see you at the right time at the nicest place!

With love and curiosity,

curiouscat, Charlotte