@chikspere13 10 August 2021 more from that month

THE AFTERMATH It's been days that I've been sick and getting well na but so hard for me to move on...I mean my body still needs more energy..I feel like I loss it all after two days of lying and taking med.so hard for me that I'm feeling so miserable this way..my body is so weak..I feel the tremor once in a while.. my knees goes weak my hands cannot even lift heavy objects..even a glass of water..I don't know but this time is really different from before sickness I've felt. I feel so depressed finding myself crying alone..😢 I do even have mood swing..irritable,lonely, sometimes happy for awhile..I need to let go this kind of feeling but I'm not yet that tough..I loss a lot of energy..I throw out the food I ate and even wants to throw out more..I don't know..what's happening to me..but it's been a relieve that I cried and cried.. Why I am so sad after these days..? Crying in front of a friends help a lot.. Am I just bored? But seriously my body is not yet okay... although I don't have cough and fever anymore..I feel the weakness over my shoulder down to my legs.. I need to get back from the old me... chikspere13 #NoiseCash