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I am loved, wanted, and valued.. @OldBastard thank you dad..😘😘 @Darylkriezely thank you sis..😘😘 @Abraxas thank you My IMMORTAL..😘😘 Thank you NOISECASH..more power! #NoiseCash
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@chikspere13 in August 2021
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ITS MELTING MY ROCKY FEELINGS 214 👉(AM I REAL?) Am I real? Do the words I speak before You make me feel That the love I lay for you Will see no ending Well, if you look into my eyes Then you should know That there is nothing here To doubt, nothing to fear And you can lay your Questions down cause if You'll hold me So we can fade into the night And you'll know The world could die And everything may lie Still you shan't cry Cause time may pass But longer than it last I'll be…
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LET'S REMINISCE 😂😂 #Feelingteenager #March 2020 I don't know but I cannot refuse these two girls..13 and 14 years old neighbors of mine. As I remember we're going somewhere just to find a nice shooting place for their "tiktok challenge". 😂😂 Millennials really are unstoppable! I can't imagine myself in their shoes 😅 I'm really not good in projection and I don't have a dancing skills but as they say always and I've heard always from them.."constant practice makes perfect"..…
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CHOOSE WHERE?? charooot!😂 Such a mess of me in this challenge of my girl dabarkads(peer) dancing this tiktok challenge 😂😂. There's a lot of choices in there what we want and I'm so confused..like.., WHITE OR TAN,HOT OR FUNNY,NERDY OR GEEKY and hahahaahhaha! I don't know but I choose to dance on the basketball player and I choose HORNY instead of CLINGY..😂😂 just for fun and I myself did have fun on this but I feel so a little worry why I'm the only one choose those??and they…
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DYING TO SEE THE SEA This is just an ordinary morning and I can't go outside since our place is under Enhance Community Quarantine. And it will last for 15 days or more..and thinking I can't go out is quiet okay since I was used to it. It's just that I can't see everything under the sun outside like the beach..the shore,..the sunrise..the cottony clouds . Those photos of mine below were taken few days ago and just missing my morning activity outside..a kilometer walk and go…
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GOLD IS THE MEMORIES Maybe this is what we supposed to do when we are alone.. reminiscing some special people in our lives..our love ones..our friends..anybody and anyone that has been a part of our lives. The most precious thing in the past was a "MEMORIES". There we didn't notice the smile on our face,the tears that silently rolled down on our cheeks, ..when you missed someone from the past and all you have now is the memories in your heart and your coconut shell cannot…
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WHO AM I "The most welcome on my profile are those people who feels in love every seconds of a day." I am chikspere13..my profile name exist almost 11 years ago..I am the no.1 fan of William Shakespeare. It was 13 on the end because I was born Friday the 13th on the most beautiful and blooming month of May. I am a lover of water..but before when I was a kid I suffered from being "hydrophobic". I overcome hydrophobia as I step on my college life and enroll in a swimming…
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LOVED BY ME Every sunrise has a story.. How I loved sunrise and how it happens you are loved by me.. You are alone in my thoughts and always remembered. I'm thinking of you 24/7.. Every dawn I have this feeling that the rest of the day I will dream of you.. When sunset comes still,..it is you whom loved by me and I missed you like the night who longed for the moon to shine.. And at the very beginning of the day always remember this..YOU ARE LOVED BY ME.. All throughout the…
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Moshi Moshi! Anyoengsayo..! Ni hao..! Namaste..! Bonjour! Hola..! Hello....??! A lovely evening Noisy people.. I am thinking how to master different languages so I can speak well to every friend I have here in different races and countries. I decided to self study Spanish...and.." gente guapa de Noisecash tenemos que ser multilingues para que estemos bien orientados". Isn't it nice to read and elegant to speak? Well, we can speak English so easy but we need to study some…
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Even how brave you are as a woman..you will still kneel down and running in fear if you have encountered a stupid "COCKROACH" #i will revenge! #wait for my starving slippers cockroach! #NoiseCash
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Having a thought while ago not to go for a walk..I decided to go ..It's more calming to go far this way and scream all your idiot feelings in the sky..and the birds can't stop laughing at me.. #foolish heart #NoiseCash
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"Don't expect to get what you give. Not everyone has a heart like you." I learned a lesson but I'm not giving up. I know I am a hard- headed person but I swear it's not what you think I am. I hate to admit but I have the most gentle heart..I don't know but falling inlove for the second time is not what I had planned. I am just human.. I made mistakes, I am not perfect.. I swear I try to resist but I can't control. Why is it that you know someone when all was set. Why now?…
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THROUGH BACK FRIDAY No one is exempted of this pandemic..and nobody is totally free except our imagination 😁😂. Well, you can make it to go back in time ..the past..or move forward to the future😂 never mind the present..,it's a big disaster! I have nothing to say except that..why would you think and stress yourself to all the problems of the world?? Your body is only one..life is too short to hate,to fight, to overthink, to be clingy 😂😂✌️. I'm too young to worry and to…
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Hola!! To my beloved ONE THOUSAND EIGHT HUNDRED SIXTY-THREE beautiful,loving, noisy people..,thank you so much for always loving chikspere13..Thank you is not enough for all the appreciation I received from all of you guys..Noisecash maybe..is my sweetest hello and hardest goodbye..but not now..I love making noise to all of you although I'm not the noiseiest now..As long as I am breathing I will make noise..in this very way I can express all I have inside..my sadness,my…
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Sweet Lord..heal me as fast as you can..It's been days I am like this..I'm feeling empty and heavy and now woke up in fever and chilling..I don't know where did I get this fever but good thing I'm not coughing and don't have colds..I still taste avocados plain flavor. After all the neighbors have flu seems like it's my turn.. it's more than that I have a heart with a hole and ready to break any moment..If only I could turn back time...I must give extra care for…
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How I wish I could finished reading William Shakespeare 307 poems and 154 sonnets but my eyes can't make it na. I am obviously not feeling well but reading all his poetry makes me relieve from sadness and anxiety. Oh, how the lines in poetry of him slowly healing my broken heart and think that love is eternal and should be kept and be happy despite of misery and rejection I had. They maybe say, I'm in the world that others can't be..the world as what they say fantasies and…
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It's been two days I'm just lying and sleeping all days and I'm feeling so paranoid and depress and I am not allowed to go out because I am self- isolating and this makes me more sad..I hate myself feeling like this..I wanna go outside and savour everything under the sun...I don't have fever anymore but seems like I'm too dirty and not allowed to hang around outside..I miss my garden, I miss the home of my parents..I miss the hut..I miss kids laughing watching cartoons..I…
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A MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM Just a title of a play written by William Shakespeare in year 1595..I feel like I was reincarnated from that time ..I don't know but I feel like my soul existed during his time..forgive me sweethearts maybe I'm just hallucinating or somewhat dreaming..Well, recalling the play, I read the story of it Theseus the duke of Athens was preparing for his marriage to Hippolyta the queen of the Amazons..but the play is really a comedy one..and the four main…
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CHARAANNN! OH..no..I'm not making or giving you coffee guys 🤭😂..I'm showing you all the ONE THOUSAND NINE HUNDRED awesome noisy people I have...! See in more than a week I've got hundred of them ☺️☺️ such an awesome empire for chikspere13 ✌️✌️ So many sweethearts I have now ..oh..man I will be dizzy giving you kisses here 😘😘😘. I'm not always be on time giving my love to all of you but I'm sure enough I have loved you all that's a promise 🤞🤞no " bola" ha??? I am missing you…
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Just woke up from a very deep sleep and found myself very thirsty. So I drink a glass of water and get something to eat..it's been my habbit to wake up in the middle of my sleep just to drink and eat..feels like even in my sleep I have a bloody battle that I need to recharge myself..🙁 I don't know why I am like this but often my dream at night is the one whom I fought with..and waking up so weak and thirsty is all I've got...my soul maybe lost when I'm sleeping but it will…
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THE AFTERMATH It's been days that I've been sick and getting well na but so hard for me to move on...I mean my body still needs more energy..I feel like I loss it all after two days of lying and taking med.so hard for me that I'm feeling so miserable this way..my body is so weak..I feel the tremor once in a while.. my knees goes weak my hands cannot even lift heavy objects..even a glass of water..I don't know but this time is really different from before sickness I've felt.…
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TO SOMEBODY WHO BECAME SOMEONE I hope you notice this and read this..I know you don't really like my content. It's been awhile we knew each other but for me..years it was..I am so much comfortable in you and I truly believe and trust you..I feel that you are a very good person despite of our differences..I just want you to know that in this way.. expressing myself here could ease the loneliness I'm feeling right now. I just want you to know that I still remember our funny…
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THE SEA AND THE SUNRISE It's been week since I didn't see the sun rising in the sea and it's killing me a little not to witness it's hopeful beauty. I miss it so much..but I need to be patient and make myself better and when I get over this sickness I can go back to the sea..or maybe I can see the garden again.. myself isolation will be over soon..I will be alright and i can go outside again and do whatever I like under the sun.. I hope so..so be it.. #NoiseCash
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NATATANDAAN MO PA BA? NUNG TAYONG DALAWA AY UNANG MAGKITA..PANAHON NG KAMUSMUSAN.. A photo that reminds me of the past..I mean my past,my present and my future.. We only lived once but we can love and be happy always.. Whatever love we have right now..we can never ever forget the past..so many beautiful moment that often gives us smile and inspire us to love more.. enjoying the present and be ready for the future..I'm sure I will me be more happy in the future.. And before I…
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Hey! Just miss eating crabs and it's been days since we don't have supply of this and crab vendors can't sell this because our place is in total lockdown. I just got this photo last week since I ate a lot of this and now I'm craving again. Crablets maybe but I'm still coughing. Maybe next week I can eat this again ..I miss also squid adobo,steamed oysters,sauteed mushells, and prawns in margarine and butter..hmmmm..I love seafoods so much..😋 #Food
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AM I DEMONSTRATIVE? I hate myself being so easy to express and to shows my feelings..Am I that DEMONSTRATIVE? I feel I am..I am so transparent and really easy to read. I can't even deny my feelings sometimes.. If I'm happy it shows,..if I am sad they easily knows it,..if I am Inlove..I let the world knows it..that's me..I can't hide.. and that's make me sad because I'm too honest in my feelings..I want also to be mysterious sometimes but I can't be. It's hard for me to…
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TELL IT TO THE MARINES! If you know you can help yourself survive and get better..don't go to the hospital..help yourself and let us not add the burden of our front liners..Isolate yourself and make yourself better inside the room..cry if you want..do some sketches, exercise,sing,dance,or watch pornography 😂, anything that may help you forget you are sick..stalk someone on the phone,read..and sleep like no tomorrow.. Why? Here in our place all sickness..are covid.. BROKEN…
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TOUGHER ME Pale and still weak I know I am tougher than before. I got sick last August 6..around 2pm I felt very weak,sleepy,high body temp. and chilling in the hotness of that day. In my mind I said..I am not sick but all I did on that very moment was..hugging my pillows and hiding under the blanket. I don't care about the outside anymore I had fell asleep.. And I woke up 6pm and very thirsty..I did my usual night routine..had my dinner, bathroom and sleep again..and the…
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MY LOVE FROM THE SKY (blessed and lucky those who read..☺️) I have known a story about a lover whom separated by war.. the story which an old relative told me years ago. I don't know if she was telling me her own story but I'm always interested and I don't care anymore about the characters if she edited it or not..but I want to know the story.. During world war II, the Philippines was in the years of burden and misery of war..and that CORREGIDOR-BATAAN American-Filipino…
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TATTOOED IN MY MIND Last February a noisemate send this on my comment section and these words were tattooed in my mind..I even memorize his words..and I cannot forget him..He is such a good friend. The last time he was online was three months ago ...Wherever you are I hope that you still remember our sweet nothings and friendship. Always take care and I'm wishing you the best of everything..😘😘 In the afterglow Of an evening rain I lay down And think of you My body aches Like…
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I may not be there to wake you up with a sweet kiss, I am always here ready to grab my phone and send you my sweetest wish.. I will always loving you..that nobody could stop me feelin' this..even my heart can't protest. When I already know I will never ever be loved by you..and will never ever be the woman of your dreams.., My words of love may give up telling you this..but my heart will never stop. #inmydreams #can'tgobacktosleep #immortallove #NoiseCash
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FEELING ANNOYED After a long nap this afternoon I decided to eat my meryenda outside the home. I'm sitting alone at the table and listening to the music on the radio. As I was in the middle of enjoying the two (music and food), I was about to get my phone inside when suddenly a guy pass by me just half meter away..wearing brief only! Pak! I almost throw out what I'm eating in shock..!while he is walking nearer to me..he is smiling like innocent beast! His gesture was like…
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Waking up early..the weather is fine I know..I hope I will not meet the annoying naked neighbor in cigarette this morning hahahaha I have to memorize my script if ever he will smile at me in naked and like saying (hey, I am Cristiano Ronaldo the sexiest man on earth!) E di wow! ( Hey this is hot water I will throw this in you ass, give way I will pass!) Hahahaha 😂😂
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Assalamualaikum...! My Habibi..yes Habibi you're back after a long time. Sukran! Sukran! I'm happy you're back again..keep on making noise and making lots of friends here. Forgive me but I'm not so good in Arabic and I know you are in Hamilton Bermuda and I know you speak English so well so..we will understand each other. After a long time I miss you too.. Friends forever! Ahebbak my Habibi.. #NoiseCash
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REGRETS.. As I look back in my life from the past..I feel the emptiness and some were all regrets. I could not turn back time..I cannot pull the clock back..I am not Doraemon who has made the time machine and do whatever he wants just to make things the way he wanted. I remember 15 years ago..I was young, free, brat, happy go lucky..I laughed all the time..or cried in no choices of places if I want..I am always with friends..my father was the one washes my dirty clothes..oh…
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MY SPEAKER GIVE UP ON HIM After one hour of gleaming and listening to Scott my speaker give up..I need another one .it's really nice cleaning the room and doing something while listening to his sounds..hmmm please follow him on IG sweethearts.. Follow me on Instagram! https://www.instagram.com/scott_carstairs/ #NoiseCash
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FEELS LIKE FLOATING IN Nobody knows my usual morning routine..but as long as the sun rises and I have the time..I make sure I visit the lake..I mean the beach. I feel relax with the morning walk here and ..oh this is just me..a woman who loves the sea. Everytime my feet feels the sand I feel the energy coming inside my body.. that's all my heart needs every morning..but anyway a little bit gloomy today and the sea is so calm..maybe rain is coming.. I had to go..😘😘 #NoiseCash
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FEELING SEXY 😂😝😛😉 JUST A FEELING😜 Forgive me ladies and gentlemen of Noisecash I'm just tired of being grounded in the kitchen for almost 6 hours.. There's just a small family affair and I need to help my younger sister preparing foods for everybody and off course for the neighbors too. And after the gathering..all I want is just a selfie 😂 oh man..it's shows I'm tired..Im really sleepy na at that moment but we still have visitors before 5pm..I miss my afternoon power nap…
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EARLY BIRD EARLY GLEAM! OHH! hahahaha! 4am! Scott's notification wake me up at 4am...! This is a new wake up time for me earlier than 5am.. hahaha! But whatever I love this early gleam.😘😘 Better with coffee first and listen to his tutorial.. Gooodmorningggg noisy girls and boys! Follow Scott on Twitch and IG please..😘❤️ Follow me on Instagram! https://www.instagram.com/scott_carstairs/ #NoiseCash
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MORNING THOUGHTS I HATE MYSELF (Just don't read I'm just crying too early.) I don't know why I am like this..but I woke up so early every morning and doing nothing but thinking in front of a glass of water or coffee. I don't know why I am an early chick.. 🐥🐥 And that early rise in bed.. sometimes the earliest 2am is not normal because I can't sleep again and feeling like...oh.. nevermind..I have all the time in my hands on daytime..I can sleep if I want to any hours of the…
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2021 THE YEAR OF A FOOLISH HEART (those who belong will read this) Hey..! I have 2021 noisy people yesterday and today I almost have 2040 😍 so sweet..And 2021 is the year I've been in noise..I remember last..in a middle of January an fb friend introduced Noisecash to me and at the very beginning I don't like to hang out in here. And as days goes by I used to it and I feel safe like you know..no bashers..I hope so 😂, no fake news..no exaggerated people 😂..and everything were…
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NANNY MODE I don't have a choice but to love these two beautiful people in my life. I have a week to love them,take care of them and play with them..next week a new Nanny will come and take over 😅. They're very naughty and fight all the times like a cat and dog..I am thinking tomorrow that maybe horror movie will make them sleep fast..hayyyy! But the elder one like the Ninja Gaiden on Twitch tv and the younger Briana ask for french fries and cartoons .Now I know the feeling…
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GETTING BACK THE BRONZED SKINNED (My way of saying goodbye..Este goodnight) After two weeks of not feeling well and prisoned/caged in the room I have this busy week with my nieces and tomorrow is the last day. I miss everything under the sun..but I can't go back to the beach for some reason and maybe the backyard will be my thing next week. Looking pale and thin..,I need to improve my appetite and speaking of appetite I need more of love and pamper 😂. Seriously I lost a few…
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GLEAM!GLEAM! It's 3:50 am here in the Philippines and I'm gleaming with Scott Carstairs this very early! 😂😂 Maybe he would like a duet with our 50+ roosters crowing every hour😅. But I miss him since yesterday so let's do this early with Scott. I told you guys..his guitar sounds suave ❤️❤️ Oh thanks I have another speaker.. surely this won't give up for Scott! Goodmorning sweethearts let's listen to Scott on Twitch tv and gleam!gleam!😘😘 #NoiseCash
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CHIKSPERE13 YOUR GARDENER I woke up 3am in the morning have some coffee and before 4am I am with Scott for hours and I feel sleepy now but I have to do so as what I am trying to finish this week..my garden needs me and chok!Chak! chinis! I have my second cup of coffee again!pak! I have still 2 hours to stay here in the backyard before my bath and my brunch...hmmmm just a quick selfie before I resume my gardening. Forgive me I'm still sleepy and my eyes really tired..anyway…
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Oh no! 2:22am! Just woke up from a deep sleep..how I wish I could sleep again so deep that when I wake up I forget everything,..and someone! #chok!Chak!chenes!
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THE MOST DESCENT "IF". My prize of waking up so early and making noise..😂 of all proposals descent or indecent, virtual or not..this guy deserve a kiss not a slap 😘😘😘 I slapped a lot of men from the past and 😂😂 ✌️✌️ but oh they still care for me.😂 I'm sorry darling but this one is all I can give a virtual kiss and hug..🤗😘
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MY SUNRISE SYMBOL This guy from Twitch tv is like a sunrise for me!😘😘 Waking me up so early with his guitar and music..so soothing rock..and suave.. Scott Carstairs is my alarm clock and sunrise!😘😘😂 You can find him on IG AND TWITCH.! Gleam!gleam! #RockMusic
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THE BEST PART OF THE DAY Right after lunch I'd spent the whole afternoon in the hut at the backyard and it's the best part of the day for me..my garden..my paradise..my world .. Thanks no naughty girls around😂..if they're here surely I can't sleep. As they say..when there's a bees there's a flowers, if there's a garden surely the world is like a paradise of Eden..😅 Siesta! Oh I fell asleep after 50minutes watching my favorite streamer on Twitch https://twitch.tv/abraxas86…