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SO HOT! Just finished everything in the kitchen. Finished lunch and so I'm going to nap..it so hot in here! I need a bathe but my hands are so tired. I need the hut to relax and rest. It's so windy and cool there . I'm feeling sleepy but I doubt if I can sleep here at the back because the roosters are too noisy! Maybe I need coffee right? 12 noon so hot and chikspere13 is drinking hot coffee? No, cold coffee maybe then have my sleep 😜 or bathe if I can't sleep..I'm still…

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I See no Sun Setting here I just finished watering my plants. I'm taking it slow since they need much water. There's no rain for three weeks and the grasses starting to die. It's a long summer I guess. And I'm thinking of some changes here in the hut. I'm planning to have a concrete room of mine at the back. I'm starting to buy some materials. And I will hire our neighbor for this project. He is good in constructing house and building since that is his expertise. I will be…

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CAN I EMOTE HERE? Can I post in Tagalog? I just finished crying, ahh I mean I just woke up from a two hour nap. It is not a normal nap because I forced myself to sleep after dinner. I didn't cry because of someone. I just can't imagine myself seeing my love having someone and so happy. Then I imagine myself reading all his sweet messages to someone. I'm sure tears will flood. So upon imagining it right after I woke up..I cried and cried. I don't know why I'm so scared being…

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MY FAVORITE UNCLE BIDS GOODBYE Last night, we lost my dearest Uncle. After months of suffering from his disease, he gave up. My Uncle's story is not sad...but the way he leave is the saddest. He's brain is very healthy..he knows everything and everyone..but his organs so weak and didn't function anymore. On my previous post the doctors let him go home...only miracles could cure him. But there's no miracle. It's his time to leave. I know God designed man to die in an old age…

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THIS SHOULD BE HIS LAST DUNHILL Last two week as my Uncle was still alive and asking all what he likes and wants and desires we visited him and secretly we gave him a cigarettes. Last two days my father went there and gave him again two sticks of it. He whispers to my father that he likes to smoke and drink cola. So father immediately brought him what he wanted. I keep this box of dunhill for week now. Because I'm planning to visit him again and gave this to him. Obviously…

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CHIKKY'S BREAK Just finished giving snacks to Manong Jak and Darwin. They're too busy fixing our kitchen. In five days they will finished this. I hope so. I'm tired cooking of their breakfast,lunch and preparing their snacks. And because I'm done for today serving them food, time for my break too. The backyard is the best place for me while having coffee. It's almost 4pm but the sun still scorching hot. The sky's so clear. Fine weather everyday which is favorable for our…

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I RECEIVED A LATE VALENTINES GIFTS! This afternoon as I am about to prepare the table for our 6pm dinner, somebody's calling from our bamboo gate. So I had to stop for a while and mother insisted to do the preparation. I went on to see who's calling. It's my tutee's mom. She handed me a paper bag. I ask her what's this Ate? She told me like this " I'm sorry Kenneth was not able to give you a Christmas gift last December and a Valentine's gift last month. I feel like I wanna…

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LOOKING PALE " Behind the clouds you can find two things, it's either a storm or a sun." But Tekla my favorite comedian and singer favorite line is , "Behind the clouds, there's a plane."😁 Storm will pass..the airplane will just pass in your place but the sun will always be there ..shining everyday. We may feel sadness yesterday but, tomorrow is a happy day. Changes in life is the only constant thing. If people change, then..it's another phase of their life. If I will…

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COFFEE MORNING NOISE NATION! I'm having my 20 minutes pole dance here! 😂 Charrooot lang! Im Not a pole dancer neither I'm going to dance. I'm just just trying some strokes hahahaah! Nahhh I'm having coffee here while absorbing raw D. I'm feeling free here and much relax. But Manong Jak and Darwin are waiting for me to prepare their breakfast lol! They're too early today! My goodness! Just finished in here. I learned a new move and steps in pole today..that is holding the…

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Lunch Break Manong Jak and Darwin are having their lunch break and so I am too but not my lunch..I'm here roaming around and talking to these noisy roosters to quiet and sleep. They're too noisy and sometimes were shouting just to hear each other. They're almost 56 and crowing together. Our neighbors sometimes complaining. They're just staring at me and looks like they're asking lunch too.. but fasting today..once a week they have their own fasting sched. And I'm fasting…

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LOOKING FOR SICK BAPHY We don't where is our baby pet goat Baphy. We've been looking for him hours. Actually he was sick since yesterday. He looks so pale and thin. He didn't graze grasses well. We don't know what happen to him. Maybe because of the weather here. Too hot at daytime and very cold at night. We're worried where he is. I hope he will come home .. Braindy is worried so much. Baphy is her pet. Still looking at him in this moment here at the back...it's 4pm but…

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The Most Expensive Bag a Woman can Carry I am so very busy the whole day . Kitchen,tutees, kitchen,garden...now I can't sleep if I can't finish the things I want to clean. Tbh, I just finished folding the laundry. And so I open my cabinet gosh, I love myself too much, I have lots of lingeries,shirts, shorts,pajamas,pants, towels, dresses,..so sad some of them unused. So what I did, all those stuff that I didn't wear yet, I seperate it and starting tomorrow I will wear it.…

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THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME Just woke up sweethearts ko. I know some of you are still sleeping. I'm still in bed thinking of my sched. I've been busy this week. So many worries and responsibilities. And it's Friday now.. tomorrow is Monday I'm free :( Sadly..it's not it's Sabbath tomorrow. How I wish.. Btw, I want to thank that one person indirectly. You know who you are ..thank you for making me strong, for being thoughtful, for sending words of motivation in times I'm so down.…

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SOON I CAN TASTE THE FRUIT OF MY MULBERRY Just finished watering my plants and I'm so happy seeing my mulberry tree bearing fruits. It's been so long I'm waiting to see it this way. I cut some of it's steams last week and threatened it that, if it will not bear fruit I will put hot water in its roots 🤨. I'm not kidding at that time. I'm giving my mulberry tree an ultimatum. I'm so tired waiting. And now! Yes! Finally, soon.. I can taste it's fruits 😁! Maybe his scared of…

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WHEN YOU AND YOUR BESTFRIEND NEVER FAILS TO SAY I LOVE YOU Since January 2022, I'm so busy and seldom chat to all my friends and loves ones from far away. But this morning as I am preparing our breakfast, my bestfriend for 7 years dropped a morning greetings for me in messenger. And I'm so bad that it's been days before I saw it.I just saw it. I immediately replied to her and say sorry. Then we talked about the rtw business of her two daughters and his husband business…

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WHY I MISS THEM ALWAYS? Just got home from the market! I'm in a hurry for I miss my garden so much. I'm not late in watering them again. Have to take photos of them before the shower 😊. Red,pink,blue,white..they looks so nice in my eyes. And I know it's so hot the whole day so, they need much water.. this is my way of pampering them..water them every morning and afternoon. I have to start now sweethearts ko! I'll see you tonight 😘

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DON'T BE VENGEFUL, ROTTEN FRUIT WILL FALL BY ITSELF Yeah.. don't seek revenge..those who harmed you will taste their own prescription in due time. Just move on, let the time heals you and be still. It's hard to forget and forgive those who hurt us but..part of being human is learning to forgive and to forget. I am just a human being, I'm not saint. I am sensitive. I am weak.. I was hurt.. But what can I do? After all these years,..I forgive those people who hurt me from the…

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ONE OF THE BEST DAWN I don't remember if I posted this photo before but I think no. This is my favorite sunrise moment ever in my gallery. I still remember I woke up like 3am then wrote a romantic but metal poetry after that I posted it in a Romantic love poetry channel..then have my coffee and took a bath and at 5am I went to the sea for a walked and I captured this one. That's the best dawn I think for me..❤️ As I looked at this..my imagination reaches "Ukraine" 😥.. I…

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ONE FINE MORNING HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES 🌞 Noise Nation good morning! Happy Sabbath ! It's a one fine morning here in the Philippines. I'm sharing you Sweethearts ko our different pets at home..there's so many more but only 5 here is allowed. Our dog Rufo having his sunbathe, our parakeet bird Dionisia and Lebron are thinking how to elope ,😂. Our koi fishes are bigger now than last month..and those small fishes are ready to pack and to sell but Braindy won't allow it. One of…

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ONE OF THE THINGS THAT GLORIFIES MY SOUL Sweethearts ko, I just finished my lunch . I'm here at the back. The pole that I used to practice pole dancing is now a volleyball net post 😂! Some teenagers starting to play volleyball here every afternoon. It's really a summer . Btw, what can you say about these flowers..they're all from the wild. Wild but beautiful. They're so irresistible for me. I hope you like my photography. I'm using my low cost android phone.🙂 I'm going back…

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GIVE ME A BREAK PLEASE I'm so stressed sweethearts ko. You know when you're having fun watching something on tv then suddenly you will hear bad news..I'm so stressed about it. Forgive me, I need selfies!lol! I'm gonna cook a yummy snack for someone so she will stop agonizing for her pet! Or I will just buy ice cream..it benefit the both of us 😥! Your Chik will see you later..I hope I still look okay on thia selfies.. Selfie- it's my other way to check myself if I'm still okay

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MADNESS Hello sweethearts ko! This Beach Bae is our very own..from Noise Nation! @sunsethunter ! He is a very great friend and very nice person. He is not just a professional guitarist, he is also the singer behind the song "Rivers"..and today January 5 another song he releases and it's "MADNESS"..such a very nice song..it's like a mix of pop and rock music. Try and check this one out on yt.. https://youtu.be/7msOCqsL-ug He will soon release another single this April ,and by…

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EXPLOSION FROM THE SKY Sweethearts ko, sharing one of the best shots I had last Thursday morning at the port. Very early morning walk can do so much for me. And the best thing is..I always witness the rising of the sun. This one is like an explosion in the sky. Why the clouds is also telling us what's happening on the other side of the world? I hope the war ends..my heart and mind is on the women and children of Ukraine 😥. VIM To those who stole and plan to steal photos..…

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MY KIND OF PLACE These places is all I wanted when I'm stressed and struggling silently. I felt the warm embrace of the sea,the sky and the soft touch from the sand. The blue skies wants to kiss the beach but it's impossible for they're not meant to meet. The waves destined to kiss the shore..and the birds forever longed for the love of the sky. But all these things were meant to me .. they're mine ..I can be with them all the time...if I have time..

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THE BEST GUY OF NOISECASH This guy deserves more love. Why? He is the best intelligence of Noisecash. The bravest noisiest police. So spammers, if I were you..better hide before he will break your gorgeous bones! His Chik 😝 chikspere13

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Am I still welcome? Finally it's getting dark and the sun had set. Living this friendly volleyball court at the backyard lonely. Today, no millennials playing. I'm waiting for them to watch but no one came today. I hope tomorrow they'll be here ..it's my free day tomorrow.. Just want to leave some message before I will eat my early dinner.. "The most painful part of being lost is when you know the way to return.. but you're not welcome anymore."😥 Am I still welcome in your…

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THE STORY OF A BLIND MEN AND AN ELEPHANT There's these three blind men who touched the different parts of the elephant. The first blind touch the tail and he thought it is a snake. The second one touched the leg and he thought it is a tree..and the third touches the body and he guessed it is a carabao...In life, we have different opinions to a certain things that has a limited informations. . We sometimes believe instantly to some informations ..either we see it or not. Or…

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Behind the Bush Long ago we fell in love, Behind the bush in the sea we had a pact. You and me my love will be forever You hold my hand as I laid on your chest Then I heard sweet words of promises Never will I forget the promises you've said, While you adore me from my feet to my head. How could I say our love is not divine? Every minute you called me "sunshine". Hard to believe you are not meant to be mine. So there's a story behind the bush, You kissed me there and…

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HOW THE CHICK TAKES CARE OF HER GARDEN 1. Early morning, chikky greeted them warmly. 2. Talk to them for minutes while having coffee. 3. Giving them sermon while watering. 4. After sermon, the chick sing a song for them. 5. In the afternoon, the chick watered them again. 6. After dinner chickky go back to the garden and said goodnight to them. 7. If some are looking stress and dying chikky threat them of mercy killing like putting hot hot water on their roots or tell them…

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CHIKKY'S MENU FOR TONIGHT As always I'm the Cook for tonight's dinner. Since scallops are abundant this month, I'm going to cook it for tonight. I bought this few hours ago. 2kilos for 2$. Each kilo is 1$USD or Php50.00. Very cheap yet very nutritious. It contains, protein,iodine, omega 3 and many more. Wow, I am like a nutritionist 😂! Well, I just sauteed it in garlic,ginger, lemongrass,onions and tomatoes. Simmer for fifteen minutes until it is done. I seasoned it with…

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THE STORY OF THE FISHERMAN AND THE GENIE Long ago, there was once a very poor fisherman. All he had in his life is a small fishing boat and the most beautiful wife in town. Everyday he goes fishing and his wife sell the fishes he caught from the sea. One night as they were going to sleep, his lovely wife said, " my darling, all these years of our lives you're always everyday at the sea searching for our food, you never had a time to rest even just for one day. Our poverty is…

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ONE GLOOMY MORNING These photos was last Thursday? I posted two photos just last two days I guess but, it's the closer one. I never thought that this morning walk will be quick as lightning. As Im through taking pictures and supposed to do my walkathon , the sun hid and that thick, dark clouds cover it and rain suddenly fell. So, instead of walk, I run like there's horses chasing me. Well, I wrote my name on the three photos indicating that I owned it. But, it looks not…

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MY ABSENCE MAKES THEM BLOOM IN FEAR 🤣 When I told my plants to bloom they followed me lol! My absence makes them bloom in fear. Yesterday I watered them in the morning and I was not able to see them yesterday afternoon until today. So, I go and visit them this morning before my breakfast. It surprises me some of them are looking like this.. beautifully blooms in secret and the last photo hiding.. it rained last night so it seems they love it . I just miss checking them pot…

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ALONE Yeah..I'm having coffee alone. Why is it that if you're alone, you can think and remember of so many things. This is what I'm thinking this afternoon while having my coffee alone at the backyard..and some questions answerable by me.. 1. Am I still looking young at the age of 40?😊 2. Why Marites and Marisol are bad names? 3. How is it to be loved by a very young guy?😜 4. Why I am so sweet yet sadist sometimes? 5. Why mother loves to play tonghits even though our…

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BEFORE I LET YOU GO Why is the title saying a lot of pain? No, I'm not agonizing, I don't have love torments. I just remember the past..I mean ..I'm in bed now and wanted to sleep but I'm thinking the feelings I had before..when I thought it was the end of the world. Part of growing up is fallin in love,..and expect unexplainable pain. Why is it so painful to let go of your love..? Why is it that it hurts when someone says goodbye? And why is it so painful when someone you…

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MY ONLY SUN I am always excited for the new day, where I can see another beauty of the sun rising. Few could understands me better, and some would say I'm weird... But nature is my first love eversince the day I was born. I always find answers to them rather than people. My only sun is the first thing I'm looking in the morning. It lightens my dark mood and give me the positive energy. The sunrise photo at the abandoned port is the most beautiful thing I wanna see in the…

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NOISE NATION WAKE ME UP PLEASE! Hey,I'm so sleepy while having tutorial. Noise Nation wake me up please..😁 Deym..this is my second cup this morning. Why I'm so sleepy today? I slept early last night? 10pm? 😂..is it early? Anyways, I'm just taking a break. I still have one more tutee this morning and ..hey! I got a notification! Scott Carstairs is gleaming..I'd better on the speaker and finish this cup. He could make me feel better and alive hmmm. Slap your face chikky ..the…

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I DON'T KNOW WHY RUFO IS SO CRUEL I'm so sad upon seeing this. As I was about to give them lunch this is what I saw.I don't know why Rufo is so cruel . Everytime this duckling get closer to him he bite it and as if he is very lonely of what he did . So, minus one duckling again. It's been two ducklings he murdered. We often give him food and water and bathed him and takes care of him but why he is so mad and jealous of our ducks family? I told him to let go of the poor…

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AN ARGUMENT THAT MADE ME CRY FEW MINUTES AGO It is so me, tie my hair in top knot, wear large white t-shirt and faded denim shorts and my favorite brown apron. I'm going to cook dinner! Yeah..it's my sched as always. But what's wrong if I trim my nails in the evening? That superstitious belief is dead decades ago. We're on the 21st century! This is how it goes.. Me: ( sitting in a couch trimming my nails in a hurry and I don't know that mother is staring at me) Mother: What…

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THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT The story of the forbidden fruit eaten by Eve and Adam was the most famous story about fruits. I remember before , I love legend and myth stories. I love to read and my favorite and cannot forget is the " Legend of Pineapple". 😁..I'm so scared I will become a pineapple if I will not obey my mother. And the reason last night I don't ate dinner was because I am so disobedient. And now I'm hungry..but my pride is reaching the clouds. I will not eat if she's…

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Just let me alone I just woke up from an hour nap. I cancelled tutorial today. I'm feeling bad since yesterday. I'm not in good mood. But, last night it rained the whole evening until this morning. I woke up early to off the lights in the hut. I had my very light breakfast boiled egg, half cup of rice and a piece of fish with hot coffee. Then I slept again . I don't know what happen but I have a sore throat. I can't speak well the lessons of my tutees yesterday. It's very…

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JAMES SAVED ME I cancelled my tutorial today but not informing James, my grade 6 tutee. I'd been in bed the whole morning and went to the hut this afternoon emotionally, and mentally upset. I don't know what's happening to me this week. So many bad things happen..my Uncle died of cancer, my pet Baphy died, my turtle Abra was lost from the pond, I had PMS , and I miss someone from a far so much...all those things had made me cry today... I listen to some good rock music but…

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WHAT'S UP NOISE NATION?!! THIS POEM IS TO ALL MY NOISECASH BOY FRIENDS. I WROTE THIS YESTERDAY. IF YOU FIND YOUR NAME HERE DONT HESITATE TO DROP A REACTION..BUT PLEASE NOT VIOLENT. THIS IS MY WAY OF SAYING THANK YOU TO ALL YOUR HEARTS AND LOVE..😘 ❤️MY NOISECASH BOYFRIENDS❤️ As I lay on my bed, One thing is on my head. I need a paper and a pen. I will write a poem to my NC boyfriends So many of them making noise And I'm sure all of them were boys @foryoubtc09 , @Idksamad7869…

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LOVING MY AUDIENCE I just finished taking a bath and oh this birdie ..hahaha staring at me? How could I change clothes? How could I dress up? He's just there and hahahaahha! My god!

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Chikky the Cook 😝 I'm just the Cook but not the Chef. Well, this afternoon I'm going to cook fish barbecue. This are catfish or hito in Tagalog. I told my nephew to bought this one few hours ago. This is 2 kilos and cost $7USD or 350pesos. This is enough for the whole family I guess and I'll just make sure that this will taste good and yummy lol! What you can expect on this fish barbecue, I'll just have to put some salt, pepper, atswete oil on this..but the sauce should be…

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13 SIGNS IF SOMEONE REALLY LOVES YOU 1. When someone really loves you,no matter how many people they meet, their feelings for you will never change . True love can't be stolen. 2. They won't make you think love is hard and painful. 3. They won't treat you like an option. 4. They will accept your flaws and appreciate your thoughts. 5. When someone really loves you, they'll always finds a way to be with you. 6. They will make you feel comfortable and safe 7. They won't make…

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THE SEA Far away from home I found the sea. In the East it lies in color blue and gray. The water seems so dark when it storms. In madness and anger it looks like doom. My longing heart miss the blue sea. I never found such true love in thee. Barefoot in the sand , I walk in numb. And the waves bowing on my feet and touches by my hand. But, where's the rising sun? There, I saw its glimmers floating In the sea the lovely sun waving. And I felt tomorrow there's a beautiful…

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COMMERCIAL 😁 I'm still here cooking in the kitchen. I just finished pork humba, tinolang manok, grilled catfish, still pancit and patotin is in the process..I sit for awhile and scroll my fb and I saw this one shared by a friend. I don't know what she's struggling right now, I don't wanna ask. Like me if I'm in pain I'll let it out and be silent..I don't know if it will take a long time for me to be quiet..but I just want peace for myself. That saying is true,silence is just…

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MY YOUNGEST SUITOR IS HERE! HAHAAHAH! Toto is here! Wtf! My neighbor's 6years old son is here hahaha too early for lunch . He is the first visitor today 😁. He asked me if I cooked already hahahahaha! And what the hell is he doing? Holding a cigarette! My sister is busy preparing but Toto is busy asking if there's food..So what can I do? I need to prepare something yummy for him 😃. Oh no.. cigarette is his breakfast! I don't know what to say I'm just laughing why he is so…

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I HOPE I STILL LOOK FINE 😁 Sweethearts ko, I want to nap but I can't sleep. I finished kitchen duty 12noon..all the visitors had gone..some relatives drinking beer at the kitchen. I hope I still look fine. I'm so tired these past few days.. mentally, physically and emotionally..but I'm doing fine now. I'm excited for Monday..the day I am free. Just forgive me of my selfie, I know I'm not that beautiful. This is just my way to look at myself if I'm still okay. Btw, I wear my…

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THIS ACOUSTIC LOVE SONG IS DEDICATED TO A NOISEMATE WHO TWICE SAID "I LOVE YOU"!😁 Sweethearts ko, as some say a love song is sometimes a fruit of imagination or fantasy. Yeah it is . Especially when we were inlove. As a poet, music is poetry. It is a language of the soul. It is the heart's way of expressing feelings and mood. To all love songs and music lover, you're too is a poet. Because for me..music is a poetry. And where's that sweet guy that says, I love you..? This…

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THE EAST SIDE OF MY PLACE I'm referring to the sea sweethearts ko. This one is located at the east side of my place. In some places the sun rising on the mountain and set on the sea. But in my place its rising on the beach and setting on the mountain there at the west portion. The best sunset and the famous one is in Boracay Station 1. Yeah, it is very well- known all over the world. Well, this place one hour ride to Boracay has the best sunrise ☺️. To be fair all places in…

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WEATHER HERE TODAY Goodmorning sweethearts ko! This is how fine the weather here in my place. I just finished my morning walk and I'm sweating under the sun. It's just so cool to see all these things in the morning. How About in your place? I hope the weather there is fine too. I'm going inside and have my breakfast.. expect left over food from yesterday ☺️. Forever Yours Virtually, Chikky!

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A Lighter Snack Lunch will be serve late today so, I have fresh lettuce with mayo on dip for today. I already finished my laundry and I have so much time to eat this while watching tv. I don't know but I love good food. Who doesn't love good food anyway? It's been two weeks I'd stopped drinking tomato juice. I had coffee once in awhile like, if I am just so sleepy and it's plain coffee no sugar added. Water is much more needed by our body since temperature and weather here…

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JUST RECEIVED MY TUTORIAL SALARY THIS WEEK 😂 Hahahaha! I'm happy..I'm just happy because I received my tutorial fee this week hahahaah! It's been two Sundays we didn't go out for a dinner outside. So today I'm super extra happy because I only eat ice cream that cost 30pesos in dollars it's $0.75USD hahaha very cheap! So I saved the rest of my money this week 😂! My talent fee ayyy Este my tutorial fee is just 2$ per hour hahahaha! This is my way of earning money without a…

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ALONE LOVING YOU It's wrong to compare yourself to anyone or anybody but, I am comparing myself to this flower. The single flower left in this area of our backyard. My cousin's wife used to pick this flowers everyday and put it in their altar. So, there's no more left just this one. I went here at the back to watch volleyball of the millennials. Their playing volleyball and I can't get closer to them..I'm shy because their all dudes ,so I just stay here like 12 meters away…

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MOTIONLESS IN WHITE IS IN MY CHANNEL! How could a metal song becomes a love song? When you listen to it and not used of rock songs then you will conclude that is a noise pollution. But for me..it's not! Mellow and soft music possibly a love song but a lyrics can be metal too..😃! So, I don't know if some of you are familiar of Mr.Chris..Ive known him since the day I heard his song. Screaming and yelling..you can hear madness and pain in his voice like he was overdosed of…

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UNCAGED In deep thoughts and emotions she was , The prize of love for her is not enough. Down and sad she was still beautiful, Prisoned to love for nothing her longing soul. As she looked up, the sky answered, Fair beauty of your's please listen. Caged by the love to someone let yourself free, Scream your heart out to the sky and down there to the sea. Don't entertain the feelings you have, Free yourself and fly swiftly like a dove. You are sweet and beautiful as you age.…

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Why is it that, if I'm happy there's this negative force that steal my happiness? Why is it that, if I'm Inlove.. somebody wants me to cry? I'm that bad ? When you really like a thing or a person why is it that .i should let them go because they're not good for me .😥 Emote lang po! It's raining too hard and I'm alone ..I just miss someone 😥💔

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Still Raining Hard Our koi fishes don't like the rain I guess so. But me, I like it. My garden loves it and the grasses too. But just an hour please. I wanna go out and chill for sometime. It's cold here and I feel more lonely if it's raining..

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YOU STILL MOVE ME Before I'm heading to bed sweethearts ko I just want to share a beautiful song from Dan Seals. I love this song in a way that, I have known many stories related to the lyrics. When you can't forget your first love even though you are now with the right person. It's really hard to forget someone that you still love. It's torturing when you are with someone else but your thoughts was on the other one that still moves you. How bad it is! Making a sin that…

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HAIL CHIKSPERE13 😂 Wakey!wakey sweethearts ko! Hahaaaha! It's Tuesday again! My goodness! My free day was over and I'm going to be very busy boring today. I'm so excited always for a new day then , if it's already Friday Im crazy thinking of Monday lol! But I know I'm a tough, naughty, energetic chikky 😝! Well, I miss the sunrise always every morning..where all I get my inspiration in writing poetry. Maybe isn't it bad if I say "hail chikspere13". I'm so Inlove with my name.…

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THE HIGHEST COLOUR OF MOURNING I know it's not white..its purple..it's violet. But this flower reminds me that the color of our costume this coming Thursday is white. The whole family should wear white clothes because it is my Uncle's burial..finally he will be in his last resting place. So, I just finished my two hour tutorial for today and I'm here finding clothes to wear for the coming Thursday. It's just so hard for me to find some of my clothes because I put them on my…

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GIVING UP CURLING MY HAIR It's really hard to curl my hair alone! It's been 30 minutes I'm doing this but it falls down again and again. How I wish I had someone to help me but, all of them are busy too. I just finished my lunch and decided to curl my hair for Thursday family event but I can't do this alone. Much better I have my selfie if I'm still looking okay..gosh..I'm so stressed looking 🤮 Forgive me sweethearts ko of my photo. I know I'm not looking okay and pretty..I…

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WHEREVER YOU ARE This is such a beautiful song from a Filipino band - SOUTHBORDER. Ages ago I heard this song and it's quiet a sad song for me. A longing soul to his love..I'll share to you some words from it.. I love to see the oceans beauty And the moon that shines above Alone in the sand Looking at the stars Wishing someday I will Find true love Would it be nice To see the morning With the one you love the most Would it be nice To say goodnight To the one you hold so…

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A PROMISED Some say, a promise sometimes meant to be broken..which is true to others but for those who still hold on, will never break that promised. I am also a person who don't like to make a promise. I just promised once but I'll make sure I will never ever break that promise. I'm inspired by the sunrise..the sun rises as it is " a promised". There is this one person before that promised me the moon and the stars ..I just smiled and let him say what he wants to say..I…

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SUMMER FRUITS ARE HERE!! Yeah..so many fruits we have here in our compound. I can't upload other because five are just allowed here. I never noticed that our mango tree here in the hut is bearing fruits.. we have had lots of mango trees around same as coconut and jackfruit, cacao and soursop. They're summer fruits I guess although coconut is bearing fruit the whole year. We're just waiting for them to ripe then harvest it. But last two days we sipped lots of coconut shake.…

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AFTERNOON SCENES We supposed to play volleyball but we have no ball hahaaa! We will just play frisbee. Braindy likes to play this because it's so easy for her to play that one. But me, I don't have enough energy I'm tired of houseworks this afternoon. I'm taking it slow so she has a playmate. This place is so relaxing and so refreshing..it's nice to play outdoor games here. The grass starting to grow again and it's so green.. I just have to enjoy the view and share some…

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THERE'S ALWAYS A RAINBOW AFTER THE RAIN It's been two nights I'm sharing sad song in this channel but I hope you guys understand. My family is having a sorrow times..but somehow this thing is the way we all again reunited. Family feud are always there..but family is still a family. We had a strong family ties I say .. because no matter what.., were still there in times of hardship, pain and sorrow. We still help one another and extend a helping hand to each other...that is…

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HERE COMES THE SUN! Here comes the sun sweethearts ko! It's so nice to see this every morning in different forms and beauty, different backgrounds and colour. Always brings positivity and hope. Hoping today the wind will not change it's direction. I want it to be a Sunny day today . We will sending my Uncle to it's final resting place. Finally, the whole family decided and two weeks is enough to let him rest eternally. Hope it will not rain.. I'm getting ready now..we had to…

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THE LAST GOODBYE The dude beside me is telling me to make it fast throw the flowers on the casket.... I know my uncle can't hear me anymore but I'm still talking to him! And this caretaker of the cemetery is telling me to make it fast coz it too hot ..yeah it's 41' Celsius I know but I don't care . I'm not yet finished. There's still a lot of flowers down there needs to pick and put beside his casket . And I was surprised when we're at lunch because my sister had some stolen…

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SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SKY Just got home from my Uncle's burial and I'm so tired. Such a long day to all of us. And such a beautiful sky when I look up and it's very hot yet so windy and so calm to see this cotton like clouds. I need a little comfort..like cold drinks..or hot drinks! Oops speaking of hot drinks and cold drinks..my fave streamer in twitch has this commercial break in his stream ..☺️. Yeah, I need cold drinks from Wendy's lol! But we don't have Wendy's here. Have…

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EXCHANGE OF HEARTS Sweethearts ko, I just woke up from a nap and it's 9:25 in the evening here... Philippine standard time. The photos below are the night scenes here in our compound..it's a beautiful night I guess. The moon shines so bright. The hut in the garden looks calm and cool. My nephew and niece watching YouTube videos. Our bamboo terrace looks so quiet. My parents are sleeping already.Like our roosters too.. And I turn on the stereo here at the hut and listen to…

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A QUICK GLANCE Sweethearts ko hello? Wakey! Wakey! Lol! Just flexing my selfies yesterday as I got home from our family event. I know I'm looking so tired..my eyes says it all. But I love my outfit. This been years inside the luggage bag and since gasoline is increasing price up to the sky, I have no plan to buy new clothes so, I found this which I keep ages ago and it's still good for me so I used it again . I hope I still look okay after a tiring and super hot temperature…

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DESSERT?? Right after lunch my sister brought this home I wonder what is the name of this..what I know is toron and banana cue only . But this one is banana-toron cue? I don't know sweethearts ko but I love the taste like super comforting with coca cola lol! But my tummy is full of our lunch hmmm veggies and pork sisig. No choice but tho eat this all or else next time I don't have pasalubong from her.😘

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MUCH COOLER TODAY IN ILOILO It's 32' Celsius here in my place ..cooler than yesterday 😂! That's according to my phone lol! But I heard from the FM radio that it's 39' hotter here in my province. It's cool 😂! Just staying here in my garden. Btw, just finished my pm tutorial and trigonometry much hotter to study for my tutee lmao! Btw, these photos taken few hours ago as I went somewhere to buy some construction materials for my room here at the garden .I'm leaving my room at…

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SAW YOU IN MY DREAMS Have you ever saw your soulmate in your dreams? Some don't believe in soul as well as in dreams but they do believe in nightmare 😂! It's been month I never had a dream and it's a good thing because it's a sign that I have a good sleep and a peaceful mind before going to bed. But in the past I have so many dreams that in the end it becomes nightmare. But the title above is a song...from a country singer ..Dan Seals. I love the lyrics so much and the…

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SCAR QUEEN early Morning LOL! I'm up now and making noise in the kitchen hahaha! Deym..I slept straight from 9pm and woke up 4:36am..it's a miracle I slept straight and didn't woke up in the middle of the night just to drink water hmm nice the glass of rhum for me 😂! But my body clock always alarmed before the time I should wake up. And speaking of ..I saw you in my dreams which I posted last night lmao! I saw Scott Carstairs in his guitar hahaha and playing one of my fave "…

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HOW COULD I SAY" NO " TO THE ONE I LOVE? It's my break from everything lol! I mean, I hate studying Constitution and Philosophy 😂! Jk! I'm having a break from my tutees and I wanted to sleep but no for now. Just trying to make myself relax for a half hour then I need to resume again . And few hours ago I received a call from someone and asking a favor..it's hard but I didn't say no. How could I say no to someone I loved? I just answered.." I will try". And now I'm thinking…

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A COLD, SWEET, COCONUT JUICE BEFORE GOING SOMEWHERE Just finished changing clothes..I got to go somewhere important. I thought my mother can't see me before I leave because she's napping but I'm wrong..I was caught wearing hilarious tattered jeans and inserted white t shirt and black bull cap . And how she did it ..she brought this one few minutes ago, like it's her way to check my outfit before going outside. How can I resist this cold, sweet, coconut juice with milk.…

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GARDENING TIME! JUST got home and immediately I went here at the secret garden in our hut. I need to water them this afternoon because I was not able to watered them this morning. Before I proceed to my gardening time , let me share to you some photos here in our garden. Some flowers still blooming and grasses started to grow again because it rained like two days ago..it rained every night and it's too hot at daytime that I still need to water them. Btw, hope you like my…

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WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? Sweethearts ko just woke up from a nap. I'm feelin' tired few hours ago and I'm here having my dinner. But our neighbor's speaker is too loud playing the best ballad I've ever heard..I mean it's rock ballad? How could I eat well if this song is like stabbing me and killing me softly? Lol! Nahh! I'm just okay. I'm always okay after so many difficult times in my life. But what makes me cry? What makes you cry? Hmm the title of this song is LOVE CAN MAKE YOU…

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CHEESEY MORNING 😁 Thanks for that someone who put a smile on my face for so many or without any reasons hahaha! Sounds cheesey and corny but I love it! I'm inspired! Hahaha! It's always the sunrise that excites me to wake up early..but there's more now hahaha! Like 3am, I wanna wake up just to see if that person is online here in NC 😝. I'm always excited to see that user..he is funny but sweet. Idk but he is mysterious for me and I am more eager to know who he was. Is he an…

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IF THERE'S A SMOKE THERE'S A FIRE I'm running fast going to my garden because I smell something dangerous..a smoke! And this is what I've found. At the back of the hut, my father burning the dry leaves . The hut is just made of light materials like bamboo and nipa .And I wonder why is it that it's too early for him to burn those leaves. He said it's for the mango trees. There's two mango tree bearing fruits at the garden and there are some pests on the leaves and in the…

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MAKING SURE I WILL NOT HUNGRY BEFORE GOING SOMEWHERE 😂 Food is life! I have my breakfast at 8am then I should eat my lunch before I go somewhere but, lunch not yet ready..so, I have my snack before I'll spent an hour outside. I should be home at 2pm because my tutorial is 3-5pm today. My mother prepared this snack for me..simple pancit and orange juice. I have to finish this before 12noon . I'm so busy these past few days and seldom I spent time for myself. I wish it's…

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IM HOME CHUVA CHOCHO 😂 I know I'm doing good today hahaha! Imagine one hour in grocery then mother didn't object on my outfit hahahaah! It's funny this is what she likes when I'm going out of the house 😝! I say so, because I didn't heard lecture from her lol! I'm going to eat lunch na sweethearts ko. Forgive me for sharing selfie to you. Anyway, I have the idea now what makes my mother happy..goodbye ripped jeans 😟! I'm feelin' bit sad..thinking about my ripped jeans...…

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FLOWERS FOR YOU SWEETHEARTS Sweethearts ko, I'm really sleepy and tired today. But before I'm going to bed and have my sleep let me share to you some flowers in my garden . Few hours ago before dinner , I watered them . And after that, ..oh no..it rained! But it's okay..they deserve much water today. I supposed to share a love song to all of you or romantic love poetry tonight but I'm so sleepy na. Maybe tomorrow I will write a beautiful poetry for you and a love song when…

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THREE THOUSAND THREE HUNDRED THIRTY THREE (3333) Noise Nation what's up?! Wakey,wakey ! 😂 Hoping its a pleasant day today because it's Monday! So nice to wake up and find this awesome numbers of sweethearts I have here in NC! Wow! Three thousand three hundred thirty three! Raining of 3's lol! Anyways, thank you so much for the company here sweethearts ko. Thank you for the love and sharing your heart to me. I really appreciate it. Long live Noisecash! 🤟 Forever Yours…

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HOW I IMAGINED TODAY 🤟 Sharing photos few hours ago at the port. It's a gloomy one. I imagine monsters in this photos. In the movie Beowulf, the monster appear in the middle of the sea..the beautiful Angelina Jolie. But not only that..I've seen this kind of backgrounds on twitch when the streamer opens it cards for viewer's redemption. It looks horrible but some cards are cute and shiny..but my photos are not the fruit of imagination of the creator..it's real! Only Him can…

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MY COCONUT JUICE PHOTOGRAPHY 😁 What's new? Nothing! As usual before drinking or eating something,photograph first hahahaha! Just finished lunch and this is our juice for today..fresh coconut juice from our coconut trees. We have 15 coconut trees here around the compound . If you want to eat just pick a fruit or hire somebody to climb and get some fruits for you. It's too high and climbing it is too risky. We used to put a little sugar in it and evaporated milk sometimes we…

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INTENSE COLOR Good afternoon sweethearts ko! Just woke up from a long nap. And I'm here in my garden. I'm going to water my plants and flowers. Well, these flowers I choose to share here has one color and it's red . What an intense color and very appealing. I love red color because it's symbolizes love, affection, bravery and it's the color of blood which makes human alive. How about you Sweethearts ko? What color bring much happiness to you? All colors are beautiful. And my…

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WHERE ARE YOU MY HERO? Every girl has a hero.. someone they can run to everytime they're lost . I don't know where's mine now. When I was a kid I always run to my father when I felt pain or if I'm in trouble. But not now.. he's too old to hear frustrations and pains, sickness or loneliness. All I want to tell him is happiness and victories. And because I'm adult now ..I used to have someone as my hero. Someone I could lean on, he could be my crying shoulder, my saviour,my…

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I KNOW ITS TUESDAY! I knew it! The first day of my busy week is here and it's starts with the word "Tuesday". I have no choice because this is life. More on sacrifice then a day of , what you call it? "Free day"?😁 But honestly I'm enjoying my daily activities..kitchen,garden, tutees..tutees,garden, kitchen lol! But, what about the sunrise today? Well, it's hotter today than yesterday. Some places in the Philippines will experience 40-41' temperature. And here in my place is…

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WHY SO SMOKY? As I woke this 5am I smelled the smoke in our curtains. I opened the window and I saw fire from the back and the sky so smoky. So after coffee I went here on the left area of our compound. There at the back I saw the caretaker of the land waving at me like saying goodmorning. But it's not good for me. I wore facemask as I went there. They're burning the sugarcane dry leaves and it's almost 6 hectares sugarcane farm. I noticed some neighbors from a far looking…

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SAKURA IS SAKURA Let's take a bath sweethearts ko! This one is so quick like a lightning 😂. I'm just a little bit sad because my favorite scent of Tender Care soap is not available in the nearest grocery store. Sakura scent is sakura. The best scent for me..There's no supply also in the Pharmacy I went to, last two days. But still the same lol! Tender Care baby mild soap..my forever soap! The soap that my skin loved ..from elementary up to now lol! Hahahaha the cheapest used…

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I'M CRAVING FOR THE SOUR I want to eat mangoes the unripe one dip in a shrimp paste so soury! Some of our fruits here are still unripe and even the chillies 😋! I cannot eat yet the jackfruit and the pineapple. And so my father picked some mangoes for me since I'm craving for it . It's really sour but very nice when you dipped it in a spicy shrimp paste. I ate three pieces of it and drink two glasses of water hahaha! Now I should prepare if diarrhea will strike me . Lol! Who…

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THE BEAUTIES I HAVE 🤩 Sweethearts ko good evening! Before I eat my dinner let me share to you the beauties I have in my garden. These are my flowers and they're blooming like me 😜. These afternoon I spent one hour cultivating them and pulling some weeds and I watered them. While watering them I talked to them like they are my friends. I always said this.." don't stop flowering ha? If you stop then the goats really like to graze you lol! Then their leaves are swaying and I…

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I just can't go back to sleep again. After a horrible nightmare , it's hard for me to fall asleep again. Why I always had nightmare when I sleep facing the ceilings? And if I do I always dream this man looking at me in the window. And as I am about to slap him , he disappear and suddenly he's on my side hugging me. And I found myself screaming but no voice coming in my mouth. Then I woke up so tired and frustrated. What does my dream means? Do I need to face the wall instead…

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THE STORY OF A GOLD DIGGER AND A CLEVER MAN There's this guy who likes the gold digger very much. So he courted her. In the restaurant they met again and serious matter was discussed. Gold digger: ( shoulder level, blond with a bangs hair, very sexy and total bombshell) Oh hey, I'll make it straight with..I don't settle for less . You are handsome but I want more from you . Do you have car? Clever Man: Yeah, I have CARS..they're 7 in different models and brand. Gold digger:…

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ONE,FINE DAY IN PH Goodmorning sweethearts ko! Today is Wednesday and as usual a busy day for me. But before anything else let me share to you what sorrounds me. The first photo is just one of our fighting roosters. The background is the smoky burning leaves. The second photo is our male goat at the backyard. The third one is a new pet but it's not the Abra. I lost my turtle Abra last two weeks. That one is a gift from Kenneth and Braindy play again that one in the garden.…

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THE PERFECT SKY It's siesta time sweethearts ko and we have a perfect sky today in our place. It's just so nice to rest and nap for a while. Although it's hot but it's windy plus the soothing instrumental music of our neighbor. It's time for me to nap and forget tasks of the day. I'm quite tired. I need to recharge myself and when I woke up I want to eat comfort food like ice cream or Halo Halo. See you later sweethearts ko! Love, Chikky!

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IM NOT THAT OKAY Good afternoon sweethearts ko! I'm sorry if I post my selfies. You know this is my favorite part of the garden since nobody can see me taking selfies.. I'm so tired today and lots of houseworks then visitors came after lunch and I napped for thirty minutes and my brother came and his daughters. I need to give them snack, talk to them and play with his two daughters. They're living far from us. And now I just finished watering my plants. I'm excuse this time…

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HOW FLOWERS BRIGHTENS MY DAY It was a tiring day for me yesterday and the last part of it was watering my plants. I thought it makes me tired more but, no it's not. It brightens my day, lighten my burdens, and it's like telling me that everything will be okay just look at us and you see how beautiful is the world despite of so many negative energies that pulling it . So, after it I ate my dinner and went to bed early. And I don't know what time I fell asleep. While my eyes…

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SUNSHINE AND MY HANGING PLANTS Just a few minutes ago I took these photos in the secret garden at the backyard. My hanging plants proudly pose themselves while the sun shines on them. They're so looking healthy. Off course I made them healthy. They're scared when I'm say the goats are coming 😁. It's very nice looking at them . I heard from others that..they say, " the reflection of a person's personality depends on how they take care and love what sorrounds them, it includes…

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TODAY'S SKY IN MY PLACE It's past 1pm here . As usual we had a perfect sky, hottest sun, cool-breezy afternoon. Lunched is very appetizing and I ate a lot 😂. I guess my 86 in pounds weight becomes 100 lol! Didn't take a bath yet and still here in the kitchen . I just took photos then go back here and still watching tv. I have no tutees this afternoon. I will sleep outside ,in our bamboo chair under the mango tree later after 30 minutes. Hope you like my sky photos. The…

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IT'S OVER My niece Briana was crying because I told her to stop playing kite and it's already 5:03pm.This flying kite session is over. She doesn't want to stop but the wind stopped and it annoys her. I told her let's just watch those millennials playing volleyball. She doesn't understand and I keep on explaining that the kite will not fly anymore because there's no wind. I called her mother and she gets her daughter. And I'm still here watching volleyball. That only girl in…

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TURN OFF THE SPEAKER!! It's not me who's yelling to our neighbor, it's my mother. She's mad and yelling at me to turn off the speaker! But why she's so mad at me? I just played this music once in awhile unlike our neighbor always playing loud songs. But I really love this and the headbangs of my fave :(( https://youtu.be/Do8gdQZ8ynE Just doin what she said and maybe some red wine would be great tonight. I'm so full with my dinner and this one would be a big help to digest…

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I MISS WALKING AT THE SEA This is the sand formations I photographed two weeks ago. It's really nice when it's low tide at the sea. The shore is inviting . How I love to walk or jog in here barefoot. As my feet touches the cold sand, I feel the soothing and massaging effect of it . There's something from the finest black sand that I can't explain. The comfort it gives to my feet is unexplainable. One thing I'm sure that I always felt everytime I walk in here for an hour..,…

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SUNRISE FEW HOURS AGO This is how magical looking the sky was, few hours ago. The sun hardly rising from the dark clouds . But the wonder of the sun makes me wander always. While it slowly rising, the sea calmly welcomes it. It's always the weather that is unpredictable but the day will always a day and the sun will always be there..I will be sometimes absent in the port but I know the sun will never ever leave my favorite place. I'm always the beach babe 😂😝! Your Chik,…

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Why So Many Marites? Just finished my lunch and mixed fruits is our dessert . A mixture of mango, banana, pineapple, milk and a little of sugar. It's cold and creamy because I let it cold in the fridge for two hours. But what about the title above.. well, I'm a little bit sad that some people love to talk bad about others. ..and they're mad if you call them "Marites" 😂 I don't know how to comfort a friend that's been a victim of Marites and Marisol hahahaaha! She's too far…

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SKY UPDATE FOR TODAY Just got home from somewhere important sweethearts ko! I'm a little bit tired but the sky above makes me relax . This is the sky's update for today ..this pm . It's still blue as the ocean and the clouds so white and puffy. Windy, fine afternoon and I heard a lot of noise around. Our roosters crowing, the stereo of the neighbors, the blows of the wind on the trees.. birds chirping...it's so inviting that I want to nap.. Just 30 minutes sweethearts…

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THE NEW BAMBHY, BAPHY, AND BUBBLY Goodevening sweethearts! Few hours ago we welcome the triplets of our mother goat . BAMBHY, BAPHY AND BUBBLY. They're so healthy when they came out from their mother. My niece Braindy and Brianna were so happy that they hugged them and play with them . So, another babies of the goat was added to our farm family. I hope they will grow and stay longer unlike the previous Baphy that got sick and died. And the third picture is the new Baphy.…

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I'M TAKEN LIKE THE SUN Goodmorning sweethearts ko! Just a few sentences to write in here before I dive to my houseworks . And sharing this beautiful sunrise in a dark sea and against the light captured. Just like the sun.. owned by everybody. The sun is not just for a single person but for all things on earth, for all people in the galaxy. Unlike the sun, your Chik will never be for everybody or being with anyone. BUT the sun and me are both taken .Virtually I am yours Chik…

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6AM VIEW AT THE BACKYARD Sweethearts ko, hello ?! I just finished walking and having my D dose here at the back. My company is Braindy and my mother. And these photos taken few minutes ago. Still vacant the sugarcane farm. Maybe in two days they will plant again a new sugarcane. This is nice to to walk and not scared if there's mosquitoes or animal that bites. We're sweating and two glasses of water is not enough . I'm so thirsty! How about you, have you done exercising? How…

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IT'S A DIFFERENT SKY BECAUSE I'M SOMEWHERE WITH FAMILY We're through of this family affair, so we're going home now. We spent 6 hours here in my brother's house for a family lunch. So noisy because there's so many kids we're almost complete and as usual I help my sister in-law with the kitchen duties. I cooked paella and pork stew, and homade ice cream for dessert . The other menus is her. I'm not feeling tired, actually I don't wanna go home yet..I want to spend some more…

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BE HONEST, BE REAL! Can I emote before going to bed? A sudden change of mood ruins my night. It's so annoying when someone lied to you then you caught them. But I'm not that person who will provoke or confront them. I wanna be in silence for days and keep it for myself but deep inside I'm dying to slap the lies to the face of that person!☹️ I'm sorry guys but I find noise as comforting..so let me just emote here for awhile. Besides, noise is like my diary. Whatever they do,…

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THE DAWN Part of being hyper is waking up at before dawn 😂! It is the most exciting part of the day for me . Will the sun's up or the night will remain and will the darkness rule the world? Charrrr! In some places of the world maybe they have nights for months. I remember my favorite host who died already, Anthony Bourdain who travelled around the world and see places and foods. He reach the north pole and their he interviewed a family that eats raw meat of animals. The…

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THE HEARTBREAKING NEWS Very early this morning my mother told me that our neighbor's two kids died last night..***! I'm so shocked! Those kids used to go here inside the compound and asked for some mangoes and cacao fruits to eat. Those two kids are Toto's cousins. And their moron father let them die because of recklessness! How shit you are as a father to drive a 125 motorcycle with no break carrying your wife and three kids!😭 I hate him to the bone! His speed is 220 while…

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OUR DESSERT Left over dessert for today. Yesterday I made this one.. home-made yam ice cream . I boiled three kilos of yam then mashed it , and add three cups of coconut milk, cream, margarine, condensed milk and a little amount of salt and vanilla cream then put it in the fridge and let it cool. My nephews and nieces loves it so much and I'm happy they tell me to make some more. Off course maybe tomorrow again I can make this one. But now, still we have left there in the…

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MOTHER'S REQUEST Thanks I've done here in the kitchen and ready now for early dinner. Mother asked me if I can cook "Valenciana" and "Pansit sa Bato'. I never say no to my mother. To make it easy and quick I cook only 1kilo of sticky rice and little amount of ingredients. Same as pansit sa Bato'. And this will never be complete without grilled fish so, father is grilling now. I myself loves what I cooked so, I will eat first hahahaaha! Atleast I've done with my duty. I'm…

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SORRY I came from an hour nap after my early dinner and still in bed thinking all those things I've done..so far it made me smile..my naughtiness, mood swings, jealousies, possessiveness, childish..and it's making me sad thinking if ever I hurt somebody or someone.. I'm not that perfect. I admit I often commit mistakes and sometimes I hurt somebody without knowing. I'm so bad. If ever you're one of those people I hurt.. please forgive me..I don't know..maybe we misunderstood…

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TGIM! Thank God it's Monday! It's my free day! Another Monday to chill? No, I'm just free to do what I want to do today. I have plans for today. I will be spending my whole day in the garden. I have new plants need to be planted and weeds to pull out. What about my photos below? Still early to take pictures again . The sun never fails to rise as that's what the sea wants. Windy and just the sounds of the waves I can hear. Wanted to swim but it's too cold and my feet are…

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WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? ☹️ I'm cramming and almost breakdown after breakfast. My younger sister and I decided to go to the nearby resort just to eat steamed oysters and some milkshakes but it was suspended! Im crying I can't find my golden shawl which given to me by my first cousin a very, very long time ago. I have so many shawl scarf here but that one is I'm playing to wear while riding in a tricycle and I can't find it! My sister and mother said we can go without it but I'm…

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MONDAY SKY'S UPDATE Happy siesta sweethearts ko! Just finished my lunch, washing the dishes and feeding our pets 😂! Anyways, I don't have kitchen duties today but I volunteer to wash the dishes and feed our fishes and dogs. And this is the sky's view today. It's really one , sunny, windy, fine Monday! Perfect for napping! I want too..I mean I have to sleep even just for an hour because this afternoon I want to watch volleyball games of the millennials here at the…

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PRETTY MONDAY It's a pretty Monday for me today, although I missed watching my twitch favorite retro streamer. I napped big time like two hours and after that I went to the garden, water my plants and watching volleyball from a distance. As usual I am not surprised if my flowers are continue blooming because as I've said they had a death treath from our goats..😁 so, wether they like it or not, they must produce flowers for me everyday lol! And they never failed. I hope you…

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JUST CALL MY NAME.... A shadow photo of mine last month at the seaport sweethearts ko. I crop it and I saw that my shadow is too beautiful 😂! Charrrooot! I don't know but I'm so Inlove with my long, black, thick hair that even in darkness color I saw how amazing my parents made me lmao!✌️ I'm just kidding! Seriously, Bruce Willis's ex and my ex 😝 were together singing this beautiful love song. Yeah, the lyrics is Killin' me like I wanna scream the most beautiful name in the…

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AM I DREAMING? Wakey! Wakey sweethearts ko?! Noise Nation hellooo? Lol! It's Tuesday..is it really Tuesday? Or am I just dreaming it's still Monday :(((. I will be very busy this morning but I know how to deal with it! I am so hyperactive woman 😂. So, I will not make this post long because some noisemates complaining reading a long post haha! Sharing my old but perfect sunrise photography at the port. Well, I posted this long ago but I miss this since this is one of my…

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TODAY'S SUNRISE AT THE SEA PORT This is today's actual sunrise at the seaport. Against the light captured makes it gloomy and darker. The tiny waves looks horrible 😂 as if there's a sea monster swimming deep down there lol! And the feathery clouds are like waiting for the dragon to spit fire and explode in the wideness of the sea haha! But that's only my imagination and from some movies I've watched. But I'm not scared of this scene..it looks romantic for me. As if the moon…

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SWEET COCO-YAM Sweethearts good noon! It's very hot here in the Philippines lol! We had an early lunch today and as usual Go,Grow,Glow foods on the table. Mixed veggies, fried fish and ripe banana for dessert but, we had another dessert..SWEET COCO-YAM. I made this yesterday afternoon. I boiled the yam in coconut milk and sugar then mashed it and add evaporated and condensed milk and young coconut fruit, a little of salt and vanilla cream then let it cool and put in the…

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LET'S GO TO THE GARDEN It's 3:15pm here in Ph and in my place it's very hot. Just finished my tutorial and I decided to go here at the hut in our garden to relax and to have an eye rest ..I will nap. Here in the secret garden is very cool and the soft breeze makes me feel sleepy. And staring at these hanging plants is hypnotizing. They looks so green, clean and very elegant. I'm going to water them when I wake later . So, let's nap sweethearts ko! I'll see you later 😘 Love,…

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FOR KEEPS HERE A very cute velvety,purple sky made by the most handsome streamer I always watch in twitch the one and only @Abraxas of Noisecash. I love my name here it's looking fat and sparkling lol! I want it here to post in my timeline for keeps . I like it very much it looks so cute and looking at this I imagine I'm eating UBE-VANILLA ice cream 😂! I guess there's three more who made this kind of virtual memorabilia for me..I can't forget them..@artwork who painted my…

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I'M NOT SAYING GOODBYE I'M SAYING GOODNIGHT A peaceful evening sweethearts ko! Just finished my super late supper. Dinner here should be before 6pm or 7pm but, because I'm the Cook I feel full everytime I've done in the kitchen. And because i need something to finish before sleeping , I need a selfie break 😁! I'm not saying goodbye sweethearts ko, I'm saying goodnight ..I need to check my tutees homeworks and modules before changing pajamas and t-shirts. Just forgive me of…

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THE LOWEST CLOUDS Noise Nation what's up?! Let's make some noiseeee! 😂 Wakey! Wakey sweethearts ko! I'm wide awake now and still in bed thinking about coffee? Hot water, or tea? Maybe hot water first then coffee.. Okay, here we go. Can you see that clouds? It's too low like I can reach it by my hand. I captured it last two days while walking on the new road project of the government.i guess it's the lowest clouds I photographed. It's very low from a distance but when I get…

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GOOD MORNING FROM OUR SECRET GARDEN 😁 Just finished watering my plants and cleaning our hut here at the secret garden in our backyard lol! Rushing but I never forget to photograph my favorite place in our compound. It's very hot in here my phone says it 32' and I don't know what about this lunch or this afternoon. It's different watering session in the afternoon. I'll make sure my plants are not dehydrated lol! Same as me I should drink water too..I'm too thirsty now..😘…

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When you don't expect but it happens..and what's happening is beyond your expectations. I'm too sweet to be bitter and too weak to be hurt. But I know , and I know myself ..I have the strongest heart. I am always available to those people I love..but why is it that they're not available when I need them..Are they thinking I'm really that strong that I don't need any care and love in the world? :(((

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DONE WITH TIRING WEDNESDAY I know I woke up earlier than my alarm clock and it's too early to get up but this is my body...hyper as usual. And how could I resist not to wake up when the only thing that comforts me first in the morning is the sun? And everytime my mood's changes, it's the sun that makes it lighter from heavier feelings. And so many magic it does to me. And to start again my day, I know it's Thursday..I've done with the tiring Wednesday and thank God I'm still…

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SEARCHING.. I'm looking for much cooler place today .searching a peaceful and cooler ambiance. I found the beach as the best one. I can't imagine life without the sea. The moment I step barefoot on the sand it takes away all the negativity I feel inside. The blue sea is so inviting..as the waves kissing my feet .., I feel safe and protected. I found shelter here.. Wishing one day I have my own cottage at the seafront..just a wish .🙏

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SWEET MANGOES FOR DESSERT It's super late for a dessert but we're all craving for ripe, sweet mangoes. So many here in our compound but still unripe and too sour. And mother wants too eat too..so my nephew and I ride on a tricycle like 10minutes?.. and here we are buying some. You can distinguish if it's sweet by smelling it hehe! And I'm sure they're all sweet ! My flat nose says it lol! So we're buying two kilos only and we're going home for some cool, sweet,mango shakes .…

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ANOTHER NEW FARM MEMBER Today we welcome another member of the farm family. Early this morning one of our mother goat gave birth again and it's a female baby goat. Braindy my niece, named it Kelly lol! Actually she had a bestfriend named Kelly and Kelly is one of my tutees. I told Braindy she should asked permission to her bestfriend about using her name to her pet..so it's not official. Can you suggests a name sweethearts ko? It's a super cute kid! She deserves a cute name…

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I DON'T LIKE MY BANGS ANYMORE Forgive me for reposting my old photo from last year :(( , I just missed my hair ..I mean ..as they say my boring hair. Since birth I never had a short hair. And it's 2015 when I decided to have a bangs..at first it's really looks good to me like minus 5 years on my age ✌️. Then, I feel bored again so the following year it's back to the old hairstyle until 2021. And now, I have a bangs again and it annoys me because it's too fast growing and it…

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GOD NEVER ENDING PROMISE We human being sometimes failed to our promises that part of it is, we hurt those who loves us because of promises that sometimes meant to be broken. We are just human..I myself loves promises. But, I seldom make a promise unless I know I can do it . And if I do, it will be forever. Loving someone forever is already a promise. Seeing that imperfect person as flawless as diamond is more than a promised. It is an immeasurable love. And speaking of…