@chikspere13 10 March 2022 more from that month

JAMES SAVED ME I cancelled my tutorial today but not informing James, my grade 6 tutee. I'd been in bed the whole morning and went to the hut this afternoon emotionally, and mentally upset. I don't know what's happening to me this week. So many bad things happen..my Uncle died of cancer, my pet Baphy died, my turtle Abra was lost from the pond, I had PMS , and I miss someone from a far so much...all those things had made me cry today... I listen to some good rock music but it feels like hell..until somebody called me..it was almost 3pm ..I heard James calling my name from the fence. I let him in and we had one hour tutorial. He did magic to me..I forgot all those useless feelings.. I asked him what's his snack before he went here..he said "nahh"..mother is out and I close our sari-sari store..so I gave him bread and chocolate drink. Then I asked him, who is you crush? Do you have a crush? He said yes, then..I asked who's that girl? He answered me ...it's Pia! What! Pia was my tutee for almost two years! So he continue, but now I don't like here anymore I have a new crush..but it's secret..he said. Then he continued, Pia now has a crush on me, and she keep on liking my fb and message me on messenger. I'm so shocked. So? I asked, then he said ..I said to her I don't like her ..then she stop ..and now I miss her so much. She is my secret crush again. 😁 I'm going crazy about his story..my goodness! So we continue on studying about " Propaganda" in English and continue on grade 6 algebra. And he said bye after one and a half hour. Now, here I am at the back..I heard cheering of girls mostly millennials at the back to some volleyball players..its gloomy here and rain seems to fall.. I just want anything but to forget..but this cotton tree looks horrible and it's getting dark by 5pm. How I wish I am just a tree..no feelings?? I'm not sure..but they don't cry literally inside the bathroom.