@boringwriter 17 May 2022 more from that month

Why would I settle for less if there's a good opportunity waiting for me? This is the question that I'm thinking for a long time which is still a live question to me. Consider that you had a good performance in playing with decent earnings in your first month's, but your fate became bad just because you had a sick. Include the bloodbath of crypto market which makes me more anxious. I've been trying to adjust and adapt all the things happening around me, but I think it's enough. Why would I settle for less if there's a good opportunity waiting for me? Is it my fate ba talaga? I've been feeling that there's mistreatment happening in our group, and I just don't want to say about that. It seems like joining them in green and in red is like an individual na pinagsisiksikan ang sarili niya sa isang tao. I'm so sicked with my gameplay lately. I can't still forget what the founder said to me. I feel like they are just waiting me to withdraw from the group. As I don't want to be pessimistic, they are giving me a reason to do it. Just dropping this here. I will be doing my schoolworks for the mean time. I look like a psychopath while writing this. Am I, or I'm just trying to be honest? I just released the thoughts I've been feeling since it's my account. *The photo in my post was taken last December 16, 2019 which I got from my Instagram account*