Just Another Melodramatic Post

I have always told myself that I am strong. Maybe not physically, but I am a bit strong emotionally. Yeah, most of the time, I tend to overact and just want to quit things in just a snap, but I know deep inside that I won't do such.

I also used to tell myself that I may be physically weak and emotionally unstable, I would never ever do a decision that I would regret my entire and afterlife. So in spite of all the craziness and the dramas in life, I managed to fool myself that I am actually strong.

But today, I feel like I'm not. Once again, my weaker version of me starts to kick in and told me something about keeping myself away from the good side, or I might get devastated if that "good side" turns to be another "false hope".

It's hard to explain but the bottom line is, I'm better off alone, and I think it's best to stay that way. I'm an open book. People see the cover interesting but when they start reading a few pages, they'll find it so boring. And it keeps repeating over and over and over again.

So, I guess I'll just focus more on "nah, I'm good" over "sure thing".

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