Story

Good afternoon, Bheng here, i am not finished with the errands out here but i'm a little tired now n laying down for a little while n decided to write an article while relaxing for a little bit.

This article's entitled after the image i've uploaded, it was titled as a story because the story of my life's not that good, i first met a guy who i thought will be the one meant for me 3 years ago, met n talked to him before Boracay had undergo it's rehabilitation n since he knew what kind of life i had here, he helped me with it, he even gave some money to me so i can be able to finished n complete my house's construction while he's here, he may not be the one for me but at least he helped me many times when i asked him for it n for that, i'm thankful for him.

I believe u met people in your life for a reason n that guy i met few years ago gave me a lesson about life, i even told him that i want a child but sadly he can't give it to me as he's still wants to find himself n that he just got divorced from his x-wife n still on process about his son's custody, i understand him but i let go of him n say goodbye because i need to move on but he will always be my Tatay even we're not together, i called him that because i want a unique term of endearment at him 'coz he understands few tagalog words n remove him from my friendlist too.

Now, i am blessed n thankful that i met my KJF n how lucky i am because he accepts me for who n what i am even if he told me that he wants to have a virgin wife as his deceased wife's a virgin, told him, i'm not n if he accepts me, i will be thankful for him n he did. We used to argued before because of the guy i met before n because he still got his lady friend with him at his house n for the few months, i think of giving him up as well because i am getting tired of my life here n he never understands, he always told me not to borrowed money or have a credit or debt to someone else's, but how will i be able to survive, to have food in the table if i didn't do it, he never helped me with it n even if i do, he never did, he always told me that he got so many bills to pay n then when we talked, he will tell me, he got no money anymore because it was borrowed from someone he knew out there, so when he questioned me y i did this n that, i used to tell him, don't worry about it, it's not your problem but mine n that he never helped me with it anyway so he shouldn't be bothered or worried about it.

Sometimes i don't know what to do anymore n my family compares him n the guy i met before, because even if the first guy i met's a playboy, he never think twice n helped me when i asked him to but never my KJF.

I survived it when Boracay was under rehabilitation last 2018 n now, we have this pandemic n for that event, i met two guys already, the first one was set free after so many tears n now, the second one, i also cried many times because of him n i even remember going to work with my eyes so maga n reddish because i am crying so much n my workmates noticed it n told me, u don't have to cry that much to that guy if he will only make u cry because he never understands u n u r a good woman, let him go n just wait n u will find a good one that's really meant for u n good thing i never listens to them, still cry sometimes though but i'm getting used with it.

Just like the quotes above, miracles found me, been to some accidents before n yet, still alive n my success n everything i owned here came from my own blood n sweat though with a little help from a guy from few years ago n still holding on n still surviving, liked i said, i've survived Boracay rehabilitation n believe that i can also survived this pandemic with or without the help of my KJF n we're still good n getting stronger, by the way though i only talked to him via messages now only as i'm only using my data here in read.cash, lol, don't do video call with him now as i'm.making tipid na po as like i said he never helped me, guess, he's kuripot or he never forget what the other pinay did to him before as he also been on online dating site like me before but i told him i'm not like her n mdalang na kming mg usap, ndi tulad ng dati, prang nwawalan na kc me ng gana, i used to tell my boyfriend now that don't make a promised u can't keep as he made a promised before n it didn't happen.

This is Bheng once again, saying, soon, i'll have my coffee n will continue the other errands i need to do out here n hope u like this one again n feel free to leave your comment down below n will really appreciate it, just wanna say, that i'm not perfect, i do mistakes but i'm faithful n loyal especially if i'm commited to someone n will never try to break the trust that someone gave or even on my friends n will share a convo i had before on my former workmate n she said n i quote " nats, bgo u mabaliw, masisira muna ang ulo u, i replied, irishee, matagal na aqng baliw kya pno pa msisira ang ulo q, hahaha, she replied, baliw ka talaga, nats ". That's all for now, mi amigos, mi amigas, brb :)

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P.S, used my own photo as lead image 'coz i miss that phone, lol, it's a little expensive phone though n never reached a year n was damaged already even i'm so careful with it, lol,