My Night, My Tuesday Night

Good evening to all, Bheng here again, lol, with another article to share, write, publish here again at read.cash, this afternoon, rather this day, someone made my day again by blocking me, lol, my second time experiencing it here at read.cash and that's because i wasn't able to approve the article he submitted on the community i joined to, lol, it amuses and made me a little angry at the same time but things like that happens and just accepted it, lol

Time really flies so fast, just took a nap this afternoon after watching Eat Bulaga, then i woke up and it's already dark outside, lol, it's only past 5pm and it's already dark, Christmas time's really approaching and only 1 month and a half left before it happens or be Christmas day, ngayon, mas mahaba na ang gabi kaysa sa umaga, imagine, wala pang 5:30pm when i woke up, ang dilim na agad, tapos baka 5am palang, it's already maliwanag or the day's starting by that time of the day, mas maiksi na ang araw ngayon at sa ibang lugar, especially in the USA, their time there is backwards, i mean, now, their time there's 6:44 in the morning, 1 hour backwards po.

Still struggling here, lol, i mean, i find it hard still to live here in the island or province, still can't speak Aklanon though i understand it and when i tried speaking that dialect one time, they laughed at me and said, you spoke it like you are a foreign person 'coz you had an accent and your tongue's twisted, lol, so i never tried speaking it, really a good thing i can understand Aklanon, some Ilonggo words and Cebuano or Bisaya dialects too kaya hindi nila ako mabebenta o maloloko but not when they use or spoke the deep words or yung talagang malalim at hindi ko pa alam na salita, lol, so i used to ask and told them na umayos sila, lol

This morning when i woke up and had my coffee and a piece of hopia, tried helping my mother in segregating and cleaning the leaves and woods that was cut and left outside yesterday, sinubukan ko magsibak ng kahoy tulad ng ginagawa ng nanay ko but it was turned out not good or a failure as i really don't know how to do it, hindi ko kaya at mali ang ginawa ko though i had tried it and know that i can do it perfectly soon, lol, same thing with cooking outside using woods, had perfected somehow cooking using charcoal though, lol, and proud of it, lol, that's one of the things here that i'm still learning and find it really hard, lol

Like i said, i find it still hard and still struggling here, lol, though been here since 2009 after my deceased father's 1 year death anniversary or babang-luksa niya, sometimes, yung asawa ng pamangkin ng nanay ko dito ay nagbibigay sa kanya ng pagkain o lutong isdang bato, never ate that kind of fish dahil kahit luto na, may amoy at malansa parin and sometimes, even if you had washed the dish or plato na pinaglagyan nun at ginamit niya, nandun parin at hindi natanggal ang amoy, my mother told me na ang selan at ang arte ko daw, told her, you know that i never ate and doesn't like that kind of fishes, those isdang bato especially yung may mga pangil at malaking mata at kakaibang isda, my mother told me that what if the husband i had was just a fisherman and a poor one or fishing was his job at puro isdang bato ang huli, ano daw gagawin ko o uulamin ko, told her, you know the answer to that question of yours so why ask me that question, of course, i won't eat that and can never make myself ate that kind of fish dahil talagang hindi ko kaya, that made her quiet and silent, lol, i am not a province girl or was born here, though Rodriguez, Rizal was considered a province too but it's near Cubao and Makati or the so-called city, so the people there isn't that or considered a probinsyano or probinsyana, i was born in Rodriguez, Rizal, by the way so i'm pure Tagalog, lol, that's one of the problem i had here since i've been here, they used to say, maselan and maarte daw ako but what i can do, really can't take nor imagine myself eating isdang bato or that fishes that they are eating here, lol, i won't and can't force myself to do, take or eat it.

I really like living here on Boracay or in this island but sometimes i don't like it if they are forcing me to eat the food or the fish that i really don't like and soon, like i said, i am going to do and perfect ang pagsisibak ng kahoy at pagluluto gamit ang kahoy o gatong, little happy here dahil ang dami ng kahoy na pwede magamit sa pagluluto dahil sa punong talisay na kinuhaan o kinuha ang mga sanga nung isang araw, it's dinner time once again, let's eat po, hope you had a good day today, me, had a little tiring day today and had the same routine here though, nadagdag lang yung nagsibak ng kahoy but failed in it, lol, and oh, i wonder about the neighbor here, there's some policeman here that's renting some of the rooms that my niece had here, minsan nahuhuli ko silang nakatingin o isa sa kanila, so i looked at them or him back, hindi ko lang mangisihan tulad ng ginagawa ko sa ibang lalaking tumitingin sa akin dahil baka bigla akong barilin, lol, mahirap na, lol, just kidding but i wonder why they are looking at me, little confused about it too, bakit hindi yung nirereto ng asawang pulis ng pamangkin ko ang tingnan nila, lol, be safe, be positive, stay home, God bless and have a good evening and night to all, brb soon :)