Guess, Patience's Being Test

Good evening to all, how are you? Me, doing good and wanna say thanks to Miss @Eybyoung Miss @Jeaneth and Miss @emily2u for the advices this afternoon, grateful and thankful to all of you, you had helped me and would heed your advices, God bless you three po :)

Guess, Patience's Being Test

How and why did i say that?

Have you experienced that your patience's being test?

If it's being test, how long can you keep up or how long will that patience last?

Is patience really a virtue?

Why there are people who likes to test your patience?

Maybe they wanna know how long is my patience is, lol.

So i guess, my patience's really being test, why is that? Lol, i'll tell you why po.

For the last 2 months, been hoping and waiting for the salary to be on my atm so i can have and use it for the things i need to buy here at the house po but at the end of the day, just nganga and didn't have it, still didn't have it po, lol.

For the last 2 months since i started working back at the Hotel, been hoping that i will receive and get the amount that they deducted on my salary po, imagine, i had no loan there yet they deducted some amount on my salary, when i asked them why, they told me that maybe i got loan daw but told them that i didn't have though told them that i did signed as guarantor to those who filed for it, asked them if that's the reason why they had deducted that amount, they told me that it's not the reason daw, lol.

So i waited and waited, now, it's the 3rd time but still got nothing, didn't receive and get the said amount. They told me that they will put the amount back on my atm on payday but nothing, still nothing po, lol.

So tomorrow, when i go to the Hotel, going to call them again and asked why i still haven't got and receive the said amount and would listen and hear their alibis once again, lol.

Believed, always believed that patience's a virtue but now that my patience's being test, might lose that said virtue and let anger overcome me and soon might just regret from doing it.

Wondering if they understood or experienced what i'm experiencing here. Wondering why if they know how hard it is to depend and wait but got nothing at the end. But guess they didn't 'coz they are still working there, still got and receive salary every payday, lol. They never put their shoe on my shoe so how come they would know, lol.

Now, a little annoyed and disappointed 'coz waited and hope for it but still got nothing out of it, guess, they like it when they told or say this and that but never really did that or never really mean what they say, guess they would once again will say, oh, i'm sorry, i forgot to include it on payday but will do it on the next payday. How i wanted to really kick they ass but then again, never will do it 'coz don't like to harm someone even though they starting to get on my nerves, there's no good on it especially once you let your feelings or be on your feelings and say words that soon, you only might regret.

So tomorrow once i'm there or get there, going to listen to either their lies or alibis, lol, wondering if they never get tired of giving false hopes, false words and promises to someone like me that needs it, lol, guess, no, 'coz maybe they are full and rich of it po, lol.