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Never ever the Valentine edition Hello love month. I have said in my article before that it is not only during February that we should express our love to someone but everyday. Though we can make it a little more extra special during this month. I cannot really say as to how because I have not experienced dating on Valentine's day yet. I have but it was either advance or late celebration since my last flirtationship and I were working in the restaurant industry and we have to work during that day. Since it is the love month, let us answer some "never have I ever" questions that is suitable for all ages. LOL. There is actually a rated SPG (strict parental guidance) of "never have I ever" and I am thinking whether or not I should make an article about it. But I find it more fun if those questions were to be asked when you are with your closest friends. By the way, I got the questions from Buzzfeed's website. Let's begin. **Never have I ever been in a relationship** I may not have been in an official relationship but I have been in a relationship that is more than a friendship, less than a relationship. And that is flirtationship. You probably have seen me sprak about flirtationship many times already. **Never have I ever had my first kiss** I have. LOL. I immediately think of who my first kiss was. I have kissed a lot of frogs and I am hoping that I will be able to kiss my prince soon. **Never have I ever had a Valentine on February 14th** Sadly I haven't. Since my last flirtationship and I both worked at a restaurant industry, we would spend Valentine's day either in advance or late. **Never have I ever received flowers, chocolate or a stuffed-animal from someone who's not blood related** I have but those gifts were not because they have feelings for me but because they just know that I like those. The first (and hopefully not the last) time I have received some roses was from my friend during my birthday. This friend is also a friend of my last flirtationship. I spent my birthday that time with my flirtationship and 3 of our friends. One of them is a girl but the one who gave me flowers was her partner. He just happened to see someone selling roses outside the restaurant. I know it was just less than Php100 ($2) but I was still touched because it was my first time receiving flowers. I would have been happier if those roses were from my flirtationship but he never gave me any roses. Ouch! What did I expect? We're not in that kind of relationship. **Never have I ever asked someone out** I asked some guys to be my prom date. LOL. But I have asked someone out. I am usually the one who asks my last flirtationship if he wants to hang out. **Never have I ever been asked out** I have when I first started working. Some of our guests would ask me out for a coffee or dinner. There was also a staff from a restaurant who asked me to go with him watch a live dog fight. I went out with some of them but I was with my workmates just to be safe. I did not go out with the guy who asked me to watch a dog fight. I know that I am not going to enjoy it. **Never have I ever been rejected** I have and the unforgettable was when I asked them if they can be my date to our prom. LOL. **Never have I ever broken up with someone** I have. **Never have I ever been broken up with** I have. **Never have I ever broken up with someone, but then got back together with them** Never. Once we've cut ties, it really means that it's over. We're done. Period. But if there is someone that I want to get back with, it woupd be with my last flirtationship. Maybe because we have been *"friends"* for more than a decade that is why I do not want our friendship or relationship to end. **Never have I ever cried over someone I liked** I have. LOL. Who wouldn't? **Never have I ever dated two people at the same time** I have. It was with my first love. It was when I found out that my first love has a girlfriend and so I went out on an out of town trip with my workmate's friend. Physically I was in the trip but emotionally I wasn't. It was because my heart was already tied with my first love. **Never have I ever been in love with my best friend** Remember the guy who gave me roses during my birthday? He's the only guy that I get to talk with about some other stuffs so I consider him as my guy best friend. But I have never developed any feelings for him. Probably because he and my past flirtationship are friends and I was also madly in love with my past flirtationship even if I am not officially his. Ouch! **Never have I ever received a love note** When I read *"love note"*, I instantly pictured the letter that my past flirtationship wrote to his current girlfriend. I saw it a year after he ended things between us. That time I was stalking him and his girlfriend and this girl uploaded that letter. My heart was breaking reading that letter. He never gave me a love note. Though I have received a love note but not from him. **Never have I ever crushed on someone silently for a really long time** Never. Most of my crushes knew that I like them. LOL. **Never have I ever watched relationship Tiktoks and felt really single** Never. Because I don't have Tiktok.LOL. ****Last one:**** **Never have I ever daydreamed about someone I like** I HAVE!!!! LOL. Whether it was a celebrity, my crush or my past flirtationship, I have daydreamed about them. It is nice to fantasize them because you get to create a perfect love story or a happy ending. There you have it. Those are my *"never have I ever"* Valentine edition. Happy Lunar New Year. February 01, 2022 `P.S. lead image is a photo of a heart shaped leaf that I took before in our garden.`

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