There are things in life that we can't understand. We have so many questions that we don't know the answers.Like, why do I feel empty? Why do I feel useless? Why do I feel unworthy? Why do I feel broke? Why do I feel unlucky? Why these things are happening? Why now? And we can't help but notice that there were those sleepless nights that keeping you in pain and feel miserable.
Sometimes we blame ourselves for everything that's happening around us and we forget that there is God. When you feel like the world left you behind and you want to find the answers to all your questions, just kneel down,pray and have conversations with God. Give all your worries to Him. Ask for His guidance and tell what you feel. If you want cry, just do it. He will always ready to listen. Don't let the pain drown you and stopping you to live the life you want. You have to let it all out for you to move forward. Sometimes God breaks down our plans before it breaks us. He wants us to realize and learn something from it. There are reasons why things meant to happen but I know for sure that what we feel or what is happening right now is temporary. I know it will never be easy ,life is never easy but be strong and brave. Know your own battle and know how to fight. Move out to you comfort zone. Trust God and walk with His own ways. He won't gave you more than you can handle. He knows what's the best for us.
Deuteronomy 31:6
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
We should always see ourselves from the purest reflection of light which is, the word of God, through his son Jesus Christ.