God is the reason behind all my strength

Blog 93-22nd
Date :May 27,2022
Time :2:38pm

This article is inspired by the article that I have read the other day. I got the chance to read @Marts How Not to Lose At Life. He was tackling Moving on from the regrets of yesterday, Don't stress about your tomorrow, and Cease complaining about your today. I find his article interesting and I got an idea of what topic to write for today's article.

If you have been following me here you will know already about my life, especially my married life. To be honest, I regret getting married. As I am not really happily married. We are married for more than 2 years now but what I remember for those 2 years I am been stressed because of the immaturity of my husband. There are lots of factors and reasons why I regret marrying him. First, I didn't wish to have this terrible life with him. I never wish to have a luxurious life all I wanted is to have a simple yet peaceful life yet he can't give me a peaceful life, not even a happy life. He always gives me a reason to regret marrying him. But even though I have thousands of reasons to give up on our marriage I still choose to think in a positive way. I know it's just part of married life. I have to extend my understanding of him. I know and I am been praying that my God will enlighten his mind. I still hope that one day he will realize his mistakes and he will finally change. It may take time but I am willing to guide him, He only has me now as his wife, I think it's part of my responsibility to help me change for the better. He grows up in a miserable family, he got his suicidal thought from his suicidal mom. I have to be strong so I can guide him and surpass every struggle that we encounter. God is the reason behind all my strength

Moreover, I don't want to stress out about tomorrow. I have usually been thinking about what will happen if I lose my job or I can't be able to work anymore. I am been thinking that way because my husband does not have a regular job, I can't imagine what will happen if I lose my job, and how I will be able to support the needs of my family, especially my kids. I think I have to focus on the present times in our daily life. On how to survive on a daily basis. For now, I will try to focus on what to do to make our daily life better. Focus on how to make our family stronger especially our marriage life.

I can't keep on complaining about my everyday boring life. I have to think of a way that I can be happy in every simple way. To be honest I almost lost the true meaning of my life, of why I am working hard every day. I am not really this way before. I am way different from who I am before. Maybe because I only have my daughter to think of before but for now I have to think about my own family. I am now a family woman. My mind is always busy thinking about how to earn money to provide for the needs of my family and finish our house. My dream house. I always wanted to have my own place. A place I can call mine. I know I am being hard on myself now. I think I need to make myself relax and unwind. I need to give time to myself even once a week. Or once a while

Ending thoughts

No matter how hard life is, I still have the courage to continue living because I know God is always been there to guide me. God is always there to give me more strength.

Life is hard but I just learn how to deal with it. As they have said it's not how heavy the load is but it's how you carry it.

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