Bittersweet life

Yesterday from 10pm I couldn't take a pic from DSLR on my camera which was so sad for me that I couldn't make it till dinner. The night lasted three hours and then my problem was solved. Even that problem was solved when I connected my camera to the laptop I was able to take photos except that I couldn't take them. After taking the photo, another kind of trouble started because I didn't have this app where I would put the photo. I mean the app called whatsapp was not installed on my laptop, which caused various problems. I was clicking on the version but then I downloaded a free version. Then I gave all the pictures to my friends but still all the problems were not solved suddenly he called me that night he is in the hospital if he has to stay at night then he will come to my place.

Then the friend called me again around two o'clock in the night. I was curious to bring him anything because I had no work. If my only friend is left in the hospital for so many nights, he might not be able to sleep at night. Nothing will be better that I will not have more peace. Because when you have no one in this world only your friends will support you in all aspects mentally and physically due to which you can easily cheer up your mind and keep your body cheered up to a great extent.

I went to eat pizza at night and suddenly you can still pay here. I ordered two types of pizza but after that I didn't take pictures because everyone forgot everything because they were greedy for food. I wanted to give all kinds of treats but finally it turns out that my friends are conspiring something with me due to which I do not get peace even after eating and drinking. There is a girl named Juti who I don't like at all because she is a sick person. He is always up to trouble and fight with my friend due to which I don't support him much.

Again, that girlfriend is most loved with her own friend but not so much with her boyfriend.

Then I went to sleep in bed at night and could not sleep in bed at night because if two people sleep in one bed and my weight is 80 kg, you can think how can two people sleep with this body and this body. Then that friend of mine gets dirty on his feet while sleeping, there is a lot of dirt on the bed, on the other hand, he is very upset. I also feel bad because after pulling a friend from the other side, I am blaming him in front of him. Especially when I am a girl at home, I try to point out their mistakes, which is positive in one way and negative in another. The positive side is that if you show them a mistake, they might make the same mistake later and the negative side is to make them feel a little irritated. It appears that they may be quite ashamed of my actions, which I do not agree with at all.

Now I'm sitting on the roof because I have to go back to class and fix my camera problem because my camera is the only relationship I have with my various activities and friends. I feel bad about it in many parts because to get you on foot you have to buy all kinds of expensive stuff and show them that I'm worth a lot to them. I have been proven once again that money is the most valuable thing in this life.

Honestly my life cycle is going very badly because what I am doing or what I will do in the future has nothing to do with what I actually fed up with.

Another hectic

Yesterday night, my fiancée missed me a lot and I also missed him a lot. I think I will marry him in the next two or three months. Because if we don't get married, we may be late in the future. Because at this age our sperm concentration is high and the propensity to conceive is highest. And when we get old the sperm concentration will decrease and the ability to have children will also decrease slowly that's why I think I will convince my future wife and soon after convincing we will get married because that is the only way we can easily be happy in life. I can

Again I am thinking about his high school exams before I think it is better not to get married because if he does badly in the exams in the future he will blame me why I married him early. The matter is really complicated due to which I myself am very confused whether I should get married or not. But what I think is that if I get married, I will probably have to suffer the most because of that, it might be better for me not to get married. What I need to do now is to focus myself on my future path because if I don't focus on the future I may not be able to do well.

This is my resume all the days that I am going through at all I wish all the best for me I hope that there will be better days ahead and I can move forward well thanks.