Midnight colors

1am

Standing on the balcony,

Hearing footsteps down the road.

I want to feel the wind.

But the fan on the chair gives enough air

to dissolve all my sweats.

My eyes start to soar;

But I ain't tired yet

I can still feel the caffein through my veins.

Heavy breathing;

Rapid palpitation;

Numbness all over my body;

rise and fall of my chest;

Burning bones;

chilling blood;

blurry sight.

This is what I really want,

as how I see it more clearly.

When I am not wearing eyeglass.

The city is in a deep sleep

The light of the remote buildings-- mixed in colors

a perfect blend in darkness.

Picturing a blurry lifeless scenery

appearing like a bokeh from a distance

This is the real spectrum

roaming around the city every night

yet no one noticed

that such beauty exists.