It's all ups and downs but I am in between.
I traced my steps back from where I've been
the sins I have committed--those mistakes I've done
The regret remained here but the hope is long gone.
If I had the ability to retrieve what I've lost;
Then I consider my life dull and empty.
If I would fight, I would fight at all cost
But that won't change anything in me.
Perhaps there'll be a satisfaction
If I resume my run.
But If I am to choose between stopping and go on
Then I am choosing none.
'cause If I stop there would be no tomorrows
If I go on then there's no way I can go back
If I want get rid of all my past sorrows
Moving forward is a must.
But I am in between
It's like choosing both important things
And choosing means losing the other one
So again, I am choosing none.
No doubt struggles have caused me
Not to believe that life is an option
But at the same time it’s the same reason
Why I became a better person.
No doubt , pain has caused me
Not to trust and not to believe
Yet pain has also taught me
How to forget and forgive.
If I have the ability to recreate it all
And come out from my hiding
I might achieve a perfect life.
But still, I won't change a single thing
