@abrilata
@abrilata
Cut or keep *If we want to grow a plant, we have to be a good gardeners* *And to be a good gardener, we have to know what’s good for our plants*. if your plant is dying, you have to look for the problem is it because of the plant itself? Or because you handle it the wrong way? If you saw a pest what would you do? Keep it? Or eliminate it? If you saw an infected leaf would you keep it? Or would you cut it? **In life, there are people that we need to keep** **And there are…
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Pahinga Ipinikit ko ang aking mga mata, at nahimbing sa saliw ng banayad na musika, at ako ay napunta, sa dako kung saan nahihimlay ang mga ala-ala. Marahil ala-ala ng nakaraan, marahil ala-ala palang na nakaabang lugar kung saan nagiging malaya ang puso na umibig nang hindi nagkakasala. sa panaginip na iyon naramdaman ko ang pahinga. sa mga bisig mo mahal aking naala-ala ang iyong mga haplos at pag-ibig na ipinaramdam kasama ka sa tahanan na tayo lang ang nakakaalam. mundo…
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Midnight colors `1am` *Standing on the balcony,* *Hearing footsteps down the road.* *I want to feel the wind.* *But the fan on the chair gives enough air* *to dissolve all my sweats.* *My eyes start to soar;* *But I ain't tired yet* *I can still feel the caffein through my veins.* *Heavy breathing;* *Rapid palpitation;* *Numbness all over my body;* *rise and fall of my chest;* *Burning bones;* *chilling blood;* *blurry sight.* *This is what I really want,* *as how I see it…
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In love in silence *Our love has finally arrived* *But this time we are on our own journey* *Losing each other halfway* *But our memories never left.* *We remain silent,* *Finding each other in secret.* *Like how we discover a song,* *And suddenly fells in love with it.* *And getting bothered* *That a time may come* *And everyone will say it's their favorite.* *It wasn't ours, to begin with* *yet we claim it and keep it to ourselves* *But at the same time,* *we know* *That a…
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Fall back *He'll come to you showing his heart bleeding* *Sobbing, cursing telling you that she left.* *And you'll give him comfort* *Then you spend nights healing his scars, listening to his cries, sowing his heart back to its place,* *And he'll get used to it.* *But every time it happens,* *He looks at you and asks why does it feel* *Like it's always the first time* *When in fact it is a never-ending cycle?* *Then you left without even thanking her.* *And come back begging…
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Feelings *I grew life inside my body* *While my fears swarmed inside and devoured it.* *My hands move on their own accord* *Scratching my skin until it bleeds,* *Stretching out 'till it reached my spine.* *I heard the crack, and I feel it spreading all over my parts* *My nails started digging* *Broken lines on the back of my left hand* *and these angry teeth took over by pulling the skin out* *tearing it straight up to my shoulder.* *There's blood everywhere* *And my bones…
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Wall and Brick *These are just some quick drawings I made during those heartaches and lonely times lol.* *luckily I can express them through short stories, animation, drawings, etc.* *It somehow helped my anxiety so I'm dropping it all here hehe.* Have you ever cried in silence that your throat hurt so much you can't even say a single word? well, my love is drifting away, and I can't do something about it. THIS IS A SHORT STORY ABOUT WALLS AND BRICK There was a wall In a…
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Diving in your universe 🛸 🌎 ° 🌓 • .°• 🚀 ✯ ★ * ° 🛰 °· 🪐 . • ° ★ • ☄ ▁▂▃▄▅▆▇▇▆▅▄▃▁▂. *Before you say you made me whole* *Then why have I kept on searching for my pieces until now?* *Before you boast that you love me* *Why do I ask myself since when?* *And before you claim that you hold my heart.* *Why do I feel like there's something wrong?* *so I pause* *And remind myself that its enough* *To believe that your flame has lived in me* *but all I felt was smoke.* *I think it's…
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Seven days spectrum Sunday morning Cold coffee on the table Chapped lips Covered with crimson Red tint. Walk outside Like nothing happened last night. Monday noon Sitting on the bench Having a marmalade Shades on To cover my swollen eyes. Tuesday sunset Amber dress Yellow snickers Yellow bag. Down the street Head turner as they call me But inside I know From this pale skin I hide faded memory. Wednesday afternoon Tired as well Staring at the horizon And see nothing But your…
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Memories we had What if we have past lives? And we were just born again and again to a different body that we wished we have. *But we just don't know it because we don't appreciate the body we're in right now.* What if we wished for this body before? But time just took our memory away? We say now, that dreams are better than reality because We can be whoever we want to be or be with whoever we want to be with. What if the beautiful dreams that we're experiencing every night…
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Dawning of Spring If there's a song that triggers my memories it would be Anson's both the happiest and painful times that were tucked yesterday come to me in a heartbeat and it made me realize that I am still a human. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7B2ZW50HZvk *for me, this song primarily conveys innocence and reckless love-- a memory that we wanted to go back to when the present world fails us. But of course, that is impossible and the only back door is through dreaming.*…