Writing infront of the beach.

May 4, 2022

7:05 PM.

Good evening guys. As if this moment I am writing this article while sitting in the sand facing the beach but I didn't see the water as theres no light there but the sound of the waves really makes me feel calm and indeed it is one of the great feeling that I have felt. A silent environment and the only noise I can hear is the sound of the waves and I just love it.

I am alone here and my son and my husband mis riding a hammock near me. I don want to ride there because my head will be hurt.

I am not a fan of beach. Infact I really hate when I go to swim and waves hit my body. I have a fear that anytime tsunami will come and it makes me scared thats why I don't want to go near by the seaside even if it's lowtide. But I can't deny the fact that the beach vibes is so esthetically pleasing to my eye and even invaded my soul because it feels like my thoughts were drowning everytime I listen to the sound of the sea.

Earlier my husband and I had a conversation. He seems so amazed with the waves work and he is so amazed of the broad sea then I told him that I got sad everytime I am looking around at the sea because everytime I look at it , it gives me the idea of hanging into something that you don't know whats the end. Everytime I am looking at it I asked myself whats the end of the it because when you look at it you will see it meeting the sky.

As if this moment I am seeing four yellow light in the middle of the sea and I wonder what it is. I remember when I was in MOA I also saw it and my friend told me it was a shift and every color has a corresponding meaning. But tonight all I see is yellow. Maybe they are fisherman?

I heard a voice. They already calling us for dinner. Grilled chicken and pork for dinner and it marinate so well. My tummy was so happy with the meal. Now we are in the room. I tried to attach photo but sadly the signal here is so weak.