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Regrets? I don't know.

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Written by   447
1 month ago

I feel so numb today. You know the feeling that you already got used to the arguments that has been happening over and over again? The feeling that you got tired of trying to fix everything and settle everything according to place that they are belong. The feeling that you just let them do what they want and said that they already knew what's wrong and what's right because they are old enough. Infact they are my parents. As much as I want to ignore them and be selfish just to think about my own family and leave this house, I can't.

The issue of my family is not a secret here as I always write an article here everytime I am experiencing something heavy. Yeah , I am used with this kind of set up but I am hoping that my family will be okay , I know it will never turn as okay as old times but atleast a casual one that has no arguments and fighting all the time.

We accepted our mother again here with no condition. My father was silent last week and he let my mother do anything in the house. He never asked for my mother to give an apology because even if he was hurt he feel pity for my mother and after all even though thier marriage broke our mother is still our mother. Since last week I never meddled my mother. I let her do what she wants , she will go outside then I let her. I even said to my father everytime that he call me that my mother was fine and she's in the house.

Then yesterday , my father go home. My mother didn't talk to him as if like they didn't know each other where infact she can apologize to my father not in a word but just like getting the dirty clothes of my father like what other wife's do or even asked my father if he already each his lunch. When I heard the voice of my father , I went to the Sala and I am the one who get the dirty clothes and I washed it immediately because he said he will leave the house early morning.

While I am washing the clothes of my father , my mother continue to have a conversation with our neighborhood and our neighborhood are so numb not to feel that she need to leave the house.

My father went to the backyard and played a music on the speaker while my son and my niece were with him. The day finished that they didn't talk to each other but my father was trying to be kind to my mother. He will said to my niece " Hey , grandchild tell your grandma to enter the house and watch television in the Sala. " . I know it's not direct talk but I know my father was trying to make things okay.

Then it's 7 PM when I heard them fighting and I heard my father saying " Wag mo kong aangilan , imbes na magpakumbaba ka ikaw pa matapang? ". Then I heard my mother curse my father resulting that my father exploded and tell my mother the things that he don't want to said.

Just like the old time , my mother leave the house and didn't sleep here. My father don't care about my mother because he also got used to it then he told my mother this. " Tumuloy ka dito hanggat gusto mo pero hanggat hindi kita nakikitaan ng pagbabago patuloy kitang mumur**in. That time I didn't go to them and I stay in the room and let them fight.

Earlier , my brother called me and as me what happened again and my father was the one who talked to him. My father try to explain everything to the point that my brother end the call because he can't able to do the rebuttal because my father's explanation was on point. He told my brother this " Hindi lahat ng bagay dapat inuunawa. Ano gusto mo anak , magbulag bulagan ako? Lalaki kadin anak. Isipin mo nalang na ikaw nasa sitwasyon ko.

Then I found out that one of our neighborhood confess something to my father that my mother was telling her about that guy and how their relationship ended because my mother can't give money anymore to the guy. How painful it was to know that after our mother dump by the guy then she will come back here.

Regrets? I don't know. A couple of days ago. I heard her , she was making taya to the jueteng and she mentioned to numbers. The first number was her birthday and the second one was the birthday of the guy. Like what? Hindi ka makamove on Mama? Hindi ko na nga sinabi kay Papa yun e. Pero diba? Bakit ganon? Haysss. And now as of 9:15 PM I found out that she was on our neighborhood drinking alcohol together with her tropas because it's her tropas birthday. She wear the same clothes she wore yesterday because she didn't take a bath.


Sorry for this online article of mine and maybe some of you asking why I need to open this kind of sensitive topic here.

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God bless, sis lalo na ka tatay. Napakabait naman po nila sobra!

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1 month ago

Thank you 😊

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User's avatar Yen
1 month ago

Aww! I feel you, sis. Ang hirap no? Yung pakiramdam mo na hindi okay ang parents mo at isa sa kanila ay may problema. Ang masasabi ko lang sayo, pakatatag ka ganun din ang papa mo. Sa kwento mo palang mabait ang papa mo e.

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1 month ago

Sobrang bait 😭

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User's avatar Yen
1 month ago

Ang laking family problem niyo ma'am. Sana maresolve tapos ang masakit pa may third party na involved. Hindi ko talaga kaya ganyan na eksena ma'am. Hoping for reconciliation kung kaya pa ng papa mo.

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1 month ago

Sana nga

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User's avatar Yen
1 month ago

Hala!🥺 Kun hindi ko pa to nabasa, hindi ko talaga malalaman na may ganitong problema pala sa family niyo po Ms. Yen..

Aigoo! Hindi ko man alam ang buong story talaga, yung Kabuuan talaga, but I pray na sana maging okay, or madadaan pa sa matinong usapan ang pinagdadaanan niyong pagsubok ngayon ...

God bless you Ms. Yen😇 Stay Strong!❣️🤗

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1 month ago

Sana nga hays. Thank you ren

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User's avatar Yen
1 month ago

I really could say that your Papa is strong man. Honestly it's not easy to be in house whom get sin and continuously showing sins. I can sense and never your father hurts ladyin physical. Your lucky with your father mommy Yen..

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1 month ago

Yeah , Sabi nya sakin once na nasaktan ko Mama nyo magpapakamatay nalang ako.

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User's avatar Yen
1 month ago

Hndi na normal yan pra sa knya madam.. Bka need masinsinang usapan. Yung walang taas na boses.

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1 month ago

Bata palang nmn kmi Ganon na sya. Kpg mag aaway sila ni Papa puro panlaban nya lalayas sya. E dahil mabait si papa sinusuyo at inaayos kaso ngayon iba na dahil may ginawa sya. Alam ko lhat sakripisyo ni papa sa kanya.

Wala namang taasan ng boses na nangyari. Sya pa nga Yung matapang umangil

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User's avatar Yen
1 month ago

Hanggang ngayon pa rin pala ganyan parin mama mo, feeling bagets pa rin, hays. Alam kong madaming beses mo ng narinig na wag na lang pansin o intindihin ang problema ng pamilya, at kahit ilang beses mo ng sabihin na wala kang pakealam at hindi ka maaapektuhan, hindi mo pa rin maiwasan makialam at maapektuhan kasi parte ka ng pamilya.

Dadating ang araw matuto at magigising din yang mama mo. Pagdating ng araw na yun pagsisisihan nya din mga ginawa nya. Sa ngayon hayaan nyo syang matuto. Fighting lang!😊

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1 month ago

Akala nga namin natutunan n nya lesson nya e. After almost a year n Wala sya dito kaso hindi

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User's avatar Yen
1 month ago

Hindi pa siguro sya nadadala eh kaya hayaan nyo na lang.

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1 month ago

Hala oy. Your mom needs counseling talaga my yen. Yung bang magpa realize sa kanya na dapat tigilan na nya yan at magtino na sya sa life oy. Para mg reconcile na sila ng papa mo. 🥺

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1 month ago

Madam , halos lahat sila sinasabi na magbago n sya. Na napakabait ni papa para ganunin nya. Pero wala. Nakakasawa unawain.

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User's avatar Yen
1 month ago

Sya lang din magsisimula ang pag change eh. Nasa will nya yan.

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1 month ago

Im sorry for what happened to your parents miss yen. Gusto ko lang sabihin maging matatag ka miss yen. Damdam ko yung nararamdaman mo ngayon. Balang araw maayos din ang lahat miss yen. Pray lang po palagi.🙏

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1 month ago

Sana nga haysss.

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User's avatar Yen
1 month ago